part THREE

2007-12-20T06:08:00.000+08:00

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Dumb message for you.

2007-12-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

I will try. I will try my best. I won't forget him,

but I will remember him in another way. (:

I'm sorry. You know who you are. Thanks for treating me so great these few days. I'm afraid of falling again. I don't think you know what I mean. Ha.

Yours sincerely,

Dumb dumb.

Awkward longing feeling.

2007-12-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

1. No vulgarities.
2. No screaming.
3. No anyhow touching of other guys.
4. Wen rou ti tie.

Ah. Saturday WeiSiang & Elton came down to BK. SO GAN DONG! xDDD Then, WenCong was off but he came down at about 10 to accompany me to the bus stop. (: Elton & WeiSiang accompanied me back & Elton began to scold me.. & make him REGRET. They accompanied me all the way to my doorstep & Elton even called me to tell me the whole story. I made him sad. SORRY! ): When it stroke 12, we were at our 5th month. Too bad we broke up one day before the 5th month. Ha. Its over la. Suddenly I like damn sad. Lol. Then go to my mummy room & cry. xP Elton call then WeiSiang also call. After a while, WenCong also called. But then Elton sad, so he say he sleep first. Then I went to bathe, WeiSiang also put down after I finished. So I talked with WenCong as usual. (: Happy happy.

Next day went to work, I was a little more crazy than normal. I wasn't exactly what you would like to call happy. But, being crazy is how you can describe it. Tickle WenCong, tickle Edward. Then fight with Liu Bo. HAHAHA. Funny la. After work, Edward, WenCong & I sat down & started talking with this guy who came from South Africa. :D He went to Malaysia today. He meant Ijaz somewhere & became friends with him. Hahaha. Funny lo. Then the South African guy said South Africa had a lot of crime. WenCong heard a lot of crab. Damn cute la! Hahaha! xPpPp Then WenCong passed me a box of adhesive dressings for the cuts. Love him laaaa. Every night let me sleep on the phone while he is doing nothing. Zomg. Tai tai tai tai ai ta ler. Zen me ban?! Gaaaaaah.

Today went to work at 5pm. Returned his house key. Then kena counter. Told Ijaz if I do counter I sure quit. Lol. Then he let me do kitchen a while. In the end!! I only did for 2 hours!! Angry daooooo! Got new crew. She's from Indonesia & her name is Paulina. (: She looks cute but she's 18. I spoke to her like I was older than her. Bad me. ): I got a feeling I know the other girl that came with her. Her name is Erina. I think it's the one we played basketball with, bnot really very sure. ): Never seen her. (: Glad I made a new friend today. BUT I HAD TO GO HOME EARLY! Crap! ): Ijaz told Liu Bo that a customer from Burger King in Malaysia ate a Burger & found a condom. OMG. Hahaha!

He loves me? He loves me not? I really dont know now. I dont know if I do too now.

Very tiring? Stressed up & upset? Doesn't know if he loves me anymore?

2007-12-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

Nothing to say. We broke up. 8th december. 12.38am. I asked if he loved me.. He said he didn't know. So that was it. Yep. I'm not as sad as yesterday or the week before anymore. (: Thank you wencong, elton, weisiang, brenda, & mnay mnay many people laaaa. :D LOVES! (: Regret is what I want him to feel. Regret. (:

One last chance.

2007-12-07T16:16:00.000+08:00

He says that "My main problem anyway is the thing you write on that FUCKing blog is telling everybody to piti you!" HA. I'll show him that even if I dont let the whole world know, I still type this way. I'm off today because Nelson called and said, "Anson come already, you no need to come." :D

I slept at 8.30am last night & WenCong miraculously slept earlier than me! Wahahaha! :D Watched 惡作劇之吻 throughout(I'm still stuck at episode7) and I felt kinda bad because he was on the phone....not talking.....feeling bored.....& GAH! ): Asshole. ): He's still angry with me!! Sorry laaaaaaaaaaaa! ):

After he smsed me that what I was typing in my blog actually told everyone to pity me, I don't know what the hell is wrong with him deh. Like zomg. You hate me say you hate me lah! Walau eh. -.- Must you pick up excuses like that to break up with me? Nevermind. Since I removed those things off chew-ed.blogspot.com but I like that url. So I'm keeping it. (:

Anson, I like you. Even though I hate this. And I dont think I will ever forget whatever you are doing to kill me. But I still like you. I LIKE YOU! Maybe we can't last. But I will never forget the good things you have done for me either.
This is my fault. But I like expressing my feelings in this area! In this space! I have been doing this for 4years already. blogging is part of my life. Please. If you can't accept it, its okay. I won't publicise my blog. It's okay. I like keeping things to myself anyway. (: I pretend to hate you, so that even if we separate, you won't get hurt. I hope we don't end up there. ): I'm sorry.

Don't know why. Suddenly I'm like making everyone angry. Wencong's angy with me because I cut my hand. ): Really! I promise. I like talking to you. So if I really promise you with you having the reason to not talk to me forever, I must be either crazy...or desperate. ): ONE LAST CHANCE!

I think Tricia's angry with me too. Maybe it's because of the time, in school...she got mad at me. And didn't talk to me for 48hours. I don't know! If it's because of me being close to Brenda during the Bintan trip...then I think your completely nuts. Friends are meant to be shared! Zomg. Unless you are a lesbian, then, I can understand. BUT! Walau eh. In any case, during the camp, I didn't even stick to her. You were the one forever with her. Whereas even when I felt uncomfortable or felt pangseh-ed, your didn't even care lo. Your minds weren't even on the task. Do halfway start talking or playing & in the end, the job didn't get done. Zomg lah Tricia... I was also in the wrong because on the last day for builiding up the volleyball court, we didn't entertain you or something. Ah, okay. I'm sorry. THERE! I SAID IT ALREADY!

I hope I get forgiven, because we only live once. I don't want to live in regrets. Neither do I want you to die without forgiving someone then you come haunt me. Lol. (: Please forgive me!! Anson, Wencong, Tricia!! ): Also another person. Chunhei. Roar. Even though you not angry with me, but, THAT DAY I WAS JUST SUI KOU SHUO SHUO BA LE! So....yea. (:

Can I love myself?

2007-12-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

I wrote him a letter today. Saying that I loved him & slit my wrist so that there was enough blood to write ILY♡ on the bottom right. (: I also gave him the paper that I wrote Happy 4months Anniversary on it. I think thats all I wrote. Haha.

Him, "WTF!NUZHAT! VANESSA is crazy!!!"
Him, "You crazy arh!"
Him, "a... Jux know accentendly type Nuzhat name."
Him, "WTF i am CRAZY!AR!"
Him, "a... Jux dun care the msg la..."
Me, "Are you mad??"
He, "Why you like to write everything in the blog??"
Me, "haha. i like."
Him, "Den can dun put my name or about my things inside anot?"
Me, "cannot."
Him, "Wa kao! I dun like other to know or see me like wat you wan!"
Me, "ha."
Him, "Can you jux stop that...."
Me, "Then can you stop"
Him, "Cannot!"
Me, "Then I can't do anything"
Him, "Are you threating me?"
Me, "No I'm not. I'm only stating facts in my blog then."
Him, "Watever but i dun like that if you wan to state the fact state
ur thing and not my! That why i dun like you to tell Iyuni so much!"
Me, "Then tell me what's your fucking problem."
Him, "My FUCKing problem not to write anything about me anywhere.but nvm
you had already write...."
Me, "What's your main problem ANYWAY."
Him, "My main problem anyway is the thing you write on that FUCKing blog is
telling everybody to piti you!"
Me, "Yeah yeah, PITY."

MUAHAHAHA. -.- I dont feel guilt. I dont feel pain. Is there something wrong? Im off tmr. (:

2007-12-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

AH!! 4 more days to 5months. 5months leeeeei! am i old? lol! okok, you knw why i so happy? THANKS TO EDWARD! :DDDD i was damn super dead just now. i dont knw, maybe speaking to mature people make you feel much better. :P 谢谢您！龙胜!

ROAR.

因为你喜欢他.所以才这样.那就再等吧.等到有一天你也麻木了.他还没让你开心.你也不喜欢他了.就分手咯.
只要你还喜欢他就不要放弃.至少他没做什么对不起你的事情.可能每个人的喜欢别人的方式不同. Try ur best to trust him .

im happy once again. (: today i was off work. i had swollen eyes & i cut myself. oh oh,
THANK YOU WENCONG FOR LAST NIGHT!

im so happy to have friends like them! O: :DDDD thank you thank you thank you. now at least, HOPE is what i have. (: HOPE. anyway, i went out with gw, dongqiang, ahsiew, xiaocong! walau! you knw how long we wait for ahsiew?! VERY LONG. lol. nevermind la. :D at first duno what to do. den we watched enchanted. it was 1.30. the show was at 4.30. LOL. nevermind la. since wencong say, "wo men you de shi shi jian". nothing to do, take picture of pikachu. LOL. den walk here there everywhere. so we watched enchanted. the show wanst really bad. bt from the start, i alrady knw what would happen. & you knw!! the girls beside me were like, "what if the prince fall for this woman ar?" "haha! so funny loh!" "eeeee, so er xin der!" "ahhh! so cute!" -.- LOL! walau. okok, i'll rate it......5/10. cos, at the start of the show i already knw what will happen liao. -.- OH YA YA, you knw hor...wencong so cute lor! hahahaha! when gt advertisement, gt this gatorate & the two girls playing tennis the advertisement. he ask shaun, "shen me xi lai de?" HAHAHAHA!!! XPPPPP den watch watch watch. i love the chipmunk lei! LOL. den after the movie, we walk here walk there like zombie & go home ler. wencong is so nice. :D xPpPpP WENCONG YOU ROCK! :DDD oh ya ya ya, no more crying & stupid things, i swear. (: i enver go home lah. too sad ler. den walk here walk there like worse den zombie. walk here walk there, all i think is him. ): nevermind. that was what i tot a while ago. (: im happy. i'll stay happy. bcos that is what mr tan wants me to be. happy nessa. (: yea, he drew that for me.

im going to bathe & sleep. im working at 12pm & wencong is working at 12.30. ): edward's not coming bcos he has tests coming up next week. all the best yea? :DD
shery: yeah. i will be okay. (:
ayu<3: i will be okay. (: dont worry about me. :D & dont cry! :D
carmen: YES TWITZXZXZ! :D i will be okay. :D

love you all! (:

6days to 5months.

2007-12-03T22:00:00.001+08:00

I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No no no
I needed You today
So where did You go?
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

______________says:
wad a bf u have

i dont know anymore. 17days since our last hug. 17days since our last kiss. 17days since you spoke nicely to me. 17days since you told me those three words. you told me you wanted to be beside me whenever im high or low. ive seriously never been so weak in my life. im relying on you for my reason of living.. i cant believe you can bear to get angry with me for so long. 17days. you have never been angry with me for even 17minutes what more 17days. why? why??? you promised me to make me happy everyday. IM SORRY. im sorry for everything ive done. im sorry. im very sorry. all i have are flashbacks from past places we've been. its all not enough. i need you beside me. its okay. i can wait.

sobbing doesnt resolve anything.
but at least it makes me laugh at myself for doing so.

you dont love me anymore.

is this the decision?

2007-12-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

wenconq ❤says:
btw jus let it be

Vaaanesy, I miss the way we were. says:
hwo to let it beeee

Vaaanesy, I miss the way we were. says:
continue as life goes?

Vaaanesy, I miss the way we were. says:
let everything be as anything?

wenconq ❤says:
why cnt?

wenconq ❤says:
u oso cnt do anything wif him

maybe, for once, he's right.

周安胜！

2007-12-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

wenconq ❤ says:
yoyo
wenconq ❤ says:
feel lyk fking my com

HAHAHA! @WENCONG! :DD

today anson pei-ed me to busstop. with wencong.. i duno. suddenly, i feel like as if i stead wiv wencong instead of anson. what the fuck. UGH! somehow, everything turns back to me. why why why? why? UGH WHY! can i just turn the time back & tell myself i wont work?!! i dont like this... i just called him yesterday night. we talked for 10minutes before 2hours. i gt myself so happy. very happy. happy till i cudnt undertsand why...! but why isit after through phones & handphones, today he treats me worse den an associate. why.... i wanna quit.. i wanna quit so bad. but maybe even if i quit...things wont get any better. so what if i quit? so what if i have no money? will he continue to be like a jackass as he is now? im so fed up. so fed up.

什么是爱？什么是珍惜？怎么珍惜？怎么拥有？

我跟你说过太多次……我没有你不行！真的不可以！可是你这样对我跟分手没两样。你曾经也对我说过这句话。你真的舍得让我这样活下去真是太可恶了！！！

周安胜！我爱你！

2007-12-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

today i off!! :D & i quarrelled wiv him again! bt i miss him! so i heck. :D went out wiv brenda~ she made me fucking high. LOL. :DDD

CLASS BBQ 20TH DECEMBER! ECP! 3ONWARDS! NO GOING HOME IF YOU WANT/CAN! :DD

call me beep me, if you wanna reach me! :D

summary of secondary life.

2007-11-30T02:25:00.000+08:00

went to desmond's hse in the afternoon! hahaha.
at 11++ desmond asked me what time was i going to his house, i told him, soon.
at 12++ desmond called again & asked what time what time was i going to his house. i told him, soon.
at 1++ i arrived at his house. yes! thats MY soon! hahaha!

i was frickin bored & frickin jealous bcos there were TWO FRICKIN SLIM PSPS IN HIS HOUSE! vanessa went ZOMG! in her heart. xP I FELT LIKE BRINGING MY FAT PSP TO THE GYM! ): den anson came. & my heart skipped 2 beats & i fell on the ground face flat. nah. i didnt. but i was ecstatic. :D but a while later, i had to leave for bk. ): den auntie ah eng chat wiv me. :D blah blah blah. yimon so cute. :D she doesnt look 17. im serious! i think wencong's sister's CHARACTER suits yimon better. LAWL! den den den, edward came. HE PUT ON CONTACT LENSES! :DDDD SO SHUAI! oops. SO PRETTY! xPpPp today bk's song changed. OMG. ITS WAS FUCKIN HILARIOUS! it was like WHOPPER WHOPPER WHOPPER! den i was like in dining, so you could actually hear the customers going "hear the stupig song? whopper whopper whopper!!" HAHAHA! i went to the kitchen to evade the stupid song & crapped with edward. while i was talking to edward halfway, jacky came into the kitchen. lol. he ask me hold the bread basket. den i carry. edward comment, "哇！帅哥好强喔！" den jacky give that -.^ look. lol.
so,

ME:*points at edward* 他是美女。
EDWARD:*points at me* 她是帅哥。
JACKY:*points at himself* 我呢？我又帅又美。
ME:你就是恶心！
JACKY:好吧！我就是恶心吧！

hahaha. yea. thats my manager sia. tsk tsk tsk. den after that edward i rot in the kitchen. ^^ i like it when hes around. so can crap crap crap crap. :DDD i likeeeee. den 9++ i can go le. i wait for wencong. he can go le.. den we wait for foood. :D in the end, i got one taro & a cup of milo thanks to edward & wencong respectively. :D waited for edward & wencong & i walk to the busstop & we started crapping on the way. while waiting for the bus, we crap crap crap. :P i duno lei. im felt happy for 2 consecutive days! & im off tomorrow! & im going out wiv mydearansonchew! if he can wake up lah. ): hes having a headache. ): poor thing.

someone asked me to type more about myself. i forgot who. haha. buttttttt, all i can say simply is, i was once an only child.
i now have a sister nicholina aged 1++ & a brother unnamed & in the tummy.
im not used to my uncle not helping wiv my sister & i hate times when he shouts at nicho when its of no use. ):

when i was in secondary one, i met 9 wonderful friends. tricia, brenda, joycelyn, shermine, shini, wencong, leuven, vincent & anson. the girls & i made up a grp called Goondu Sea Creatues. (: wencong became my XiaoCongDi. & i started calling up anson every night. :P during the june holidays, i started crapping with xiaocong till the wee hours of the night, until now. during august, i fell for that noobpig. xPpP joycelyn & i started calling leuven during the december holidays & we talked from nothing to something. :D i just loved those days.

in secondary two, i became leuven's Girls' Directory. i called dongqiang every night to chat up on what we missed out on each other during secondary one. soon after, i began going to desmond's hse often enuf to be his pattern buddy. :D guanwee was often my partner in verbal fighting desmond.. dongqiang would come over if gw did. :D xP later this year vincent became my lesbianpartner & anson became mine. haha. den we split classes. ): though wencong, leuven, dongqiang & the whole of GSC went to 3e1.. gw, vincent, dessie & pig still goes through other classes. ):
what does all this mean? its means im FUGGIN OLD! ):

summary of my secondary school life so far. (:

sorry. T.T

2007-11-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

IM FORGIVEN FOR UNKNOWN REASONS! :D but im labelled the T.Tbaby but nevermind. :D but but but, im afraid of falling ever. no more please?

my thanks, WENCONG! BRENDA! YUZHI! AYUNI! thanks for the ears & eyes & care! (: &
most importantly, thank you brenda & wencong for cheering me up & forgetting everything the
days before. &&& I WILL NEVER FORGET my patternBUDDIES! DESMOND, SHAUN & GUANWEEEE. :D cos
maybe they duno anything lah OR MAYBE.....(they know?)
but, they made me laugh again. :D LOVE YOU PEEPO!
:DDDD

& i would like to thank anson for replying my messages & clarifying everything.

finally,
i get to understand.

blood. everywhere.

2007-11-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

i miss him so much. but i dont know if he even gives a shit about anything about me anymore. ):

shermeen & sherman came over just now. lol. play psp, comp, taidi, stress, blackjack. -.- come awhile nia den the mum hollered them back home. lol. feeling nostalgic. this sucky feeling. memories memories memories. ):

no sms,

no call,

no nothing.

im good as dead.

pathetic.

2007-11-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

im feeling a lil fucked up. hes like, "i v long nvr see you, talk to you, msg you. i hate this kind of life." DEN AFTER THAT HE LIKE DONT EVEN WANT TO TALK TO ME & SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. fuck. i also duno wad he want. whole day talk abt her her her. like theres no such thing as me anymre. so what? just break up wiv me & go for her again lah! fucker. you read this i also dont care lor. i only just happen to be talkg abt it to her & you push all the blame to me. whose the one who irritate her first. fuck. URGH. no mood lah.

today do dining. jacky promise i do kitchen den i do dining wiv auntie. ): at first damn pissed off wiv everybody in bk. den after that go into kitchen & start crapping wiv edward. omg. he say i look like his guy friend in china. he say i HANDSOME leh. omg. LOL! :DDD

forget it lah. im ready to end the relationship although i really cant bear to. bt if this is what he wants, den dat shall be bestowed upon him.

TURNING TANNY!

2007-11-21T12:27:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM BINTANNY! :D i dont knw hw to explain the whole thing, bt the camp was fun fun fun. :D cos cos cos, make new friends maaaaaaa. like, renyuan, nico, cally, srirum, jeanette. :D den like, those already friends liao, become better friends. like zongying, tricia, brenda, sin ee, christine. bt some become worse. well, one become my enemy. LOL. i hate her like shit. -.- bt aw well. very lazy to put up all the pictures. cos gt so fucking many! LOL! ROCK ON LAH DEIS. :D

gt alot of stories to listen to at night. ^^ so nice.

oh ya, oh ya, did emceeing for grad night on thursday. EH FUN LEI. lol. xP bt i think my repuation went hell deep when i was late for everything in the camp. damn.

once a SB, always a SB. :DD

i miss camp! :D

im going to work. now. FCUK!

teenage dirtbag.

2007-11-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

okay guys! heres a treat! :D SOMEONE HATES ME SO MUCH TO ACTUALLY CREATE A BLOG FOR ME! am i countd as a mini celeb? oh gosh. i hope so! xP

the blog link's here. ^^ yea. the address is so cool right. it has my name on it! even MY blog doesnt have MY name! :D love ya dude.

so whats the story on it? here it goes:
WENCONG's(MY XIAODI LEI!) sister XIANHUI deleted his games on the comp. -.- i cudnt be bothered wiv that lah. but apparently wencong was pretty annoyed that he cudnt get to play any games lah. so so so, the next day, wencong & i were just chatting on the phone & he went like eh eh, send testimonial to my sister lei. den we started making up a pretty crap testimonial. LOL! he wanted me to say that shes fat, childish & her hair's like a broom. all i did was, describe how he wanted me to describe. remember. FAT, CHILDISH, HAIR LIKE BROOM(people hair like snow(fa ru xue), she hair like mop. -.-)

i typed:

"HI! long time no talk ler! about 6months? lol. i dont think any moron cares.
unless its you? haha. eh. you 17 ler right? how come when i look at your pic
hor, like at the back of my mind, my 3year old sister de picture pop out ar?
hahaha. i didnt mean you say that you at immature on purpose lah. hehe. oh ya!
your hair damn silky lei! hahaha! what shampoo you use to make it look like the
strings on my mother's mop to mop the grass in my garden? haha. EH! you eat alot
of macdonalds isit? like you looks like BIG mac sia. maybe a bit like the
airpork! haha! oh ya ya! you look like the big tummy on my old saggy ahma! not
bad sia, your body line & everything reminds me of my family. cool uh!
hahaha~ all the best in your future endeavours duppie! :D"

HAHAHA! damn bloody stupid right. & i remember ending it with just kidding & whatever nonsense. nevermind lah. i already knw she was going to scold me cos she shouted to wencong saying something like "jiao ni peng you ma wo!" xP den, on msn....

(00:17) i love my nephew:
fuck lah
(00:17) Vaaanessy, Teete:
joking maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
(00:17)
Vaaanessy, Teete:
sorry lor
(00:17) Vaaanessy, Teete:
you delete
lor
(00:18) i love my nephew:
i know my bro
tell u rite
(00:18) i love my nephew:
tell hm fck off
(00:19) Vaaanessy, Teete:
dont make me so bad lah. make me send
message to him... you tell him fuck off lor. :D
(00:19)
i love my nephew :D has been
blocked okay wencong askd me to do it.
:D

okay. so after that, she gave a comment which i saw sometime later.. -.-
"suxer lah ! scare liao run away ! puiii ass hole"

kay wait. as you knw im very particular about english that is being directed at me. so, this i gotta say something. sux = sucks. so suxer = suckser? you should say "sucker lah!" & it makes no sense. at least say "you are such a sucker!" the word scare in your comment is in present tense. since i was supposedly intimidated by you thats why i went offline a few minutes ago, you should have said, "scared liao run away!" the next one is "puiii ass hole" FIRSTLY, hahaha, the two words, ass & hole were meant to be together. & they are together! why separate them? so you should say "puiii asshole" if i were you, i would have just said, "jackass. humji." SEE! SO EASY. tsk tsk tsk. nevermind.

so, since she thought i was so "scare" i went online & said.

(00:36) Vaaanessy, Teete:
you want come fight
ah
(00:37)
i love my nephew :D is now
Offline obviously blocking.

so anyway. the next day, which is TODAY.. i decided to make a ijji account to play drift city :D & the account needed verifying. ): mahuan. so i check email. i saw lala sending me an unknown email & it read:

(No Subject)
From: la la (http://by122w.bay122.mail.live.com/mail/ApplicationMain_12.0.1190.0927.aspx?culture=en-SG&hash=2898287526#)
You may not know this sender. Mark as safe Mark
as unsafe
Sent:
Sunday, November 11, 2007 1:44:38 AM
To:
unintended-@hotmail.com
http://anti-vanessa.blogspot.com/

enjoy is
more is coming

den another one read:

i need your help
From: shiee lee (http://by122w.bay122.mail.live.com/mail/ApplicationMain_12.0.1190.0927.aspx?culture=en-SG&hash=2898287526#)
You may not know this sender. Mark as safe Mark as unsafe
Sent:
Sunday, November 11, 2007 1:08:30 AM
To:
unintended-@hotmail.com
hey brat !(i wud like to ask, do you even knw whats a brat?) haaaa wow you are good but simply you are childish and all the best to you....lalalaa
ok bye suckerdon't sleep with too much )(*(&&)**)

i wish to complain about the english. but i cant really care now. very tired. so, yea loh. the story is like that. about the blog that was created. -.-

hii welcome to this blog(like who would come?) i going to introduce u guys a ger !
same as xia xue(if i were as pretty as her, i
would faint! so thankyou^^) SUX haha aiyooooo
my friend(you already said its your friend. -.- so are you
kaypohing yourself? oh contradiction.) and her bro had problen
then THIS ger call vanessa kpo scold(i didnt really scold.
-.- at first i tot you were talking about the wrong vanessa when i
realised it was my comment. -.-) my frenz ! damn lah kpo i
dunno which1 is her(cool! den your so brave to blog
this.) but she is childish(i like
childish. can i stay that way?)

well, anyway, people! you have the perogative to hate me anytime you like! credits by wencong by helping me get her aroused & angry. LOL! -.- i love this post~ its so long! :D so anyway, if you people have the time to see the blog, den go. gt my pictures. :D haha. im really kinda flattered. i tot oni celebs get flamed on blogs. not me! lol. cool lah. :D

oh yea, going to bintan soon! & grad nights like soon! so take care folks! (:

i miss ansonchewww♥!

drink driving kills, so does boredom.

2007-11-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

im so bored. damn. im so bored im playing nudging with yuzhi. HA. HA. HA. -.- so sian man! just came back from modular. anyway, you knw why im blogging?? you knw why! knw why! cos im so free. -.-

kay i got a task. take care of my sister! HAHAHA. -.- sian. bk. bk. bk. 20more days to go! ): & 7 more days to bintan. DAMN.

nice night♥

2007-11-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

OHMYGOD! im going to dieeeee! STUPID DONGQIANG IS ON THE PHONE SINGING FOR ME & CONGY TO HEAR! ohnoooooooooooo~ DONG JIE BY SHAUN CHEANG! WTF! ):

& i tot congy's sis got married to an angmoh & i got laffed at like crazy! OMYGOD! so long never talk to congy & shaun till late late ler! this feels so nice. ((((:

congy just quarrelled wiv his sistaaaaa & scolded his mother for wasrting her breathe on scolding his sistaaaaaa. so funny lorrrrrr. now he dowan to go out of his room to see her face. HAHAHA.

dongqiang kenot use the fone cos biaodi will kena scold of the high phone bill. HAHAHAHA!

so funny lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. now dongqiang gua ler! ):

anniv!

2007-11-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!♥ rawrrrrr. xP

i feel so retard! its not 12am! DAMN. ):

MISS PIGGY!♥♥♥♥

2007-11-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

YAY! piggy is gonna help me in carrying my books for tomorrow! :DDD he's so niceeeeeeeeee! ♥♥♥! today went out with my mum. i didnt really intend on posting today. but im waiting for my songs to be done with. dang~. hahaha. :D so so so, BOUGHT SLIPPARS! yaaaaaay! hahahaha~ abit siao lehs. oh ya oh ya! no more fever liao. SO FAST! i hope tricia gets fever some minutes later. HAHAHA! =x

MISS PIGGY!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

repost. ^^

2007-11-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

:D heres my repost. the one before this was utter crap. -.- sorry people.

let's start from friday! BOWLINGGGGGGG! :DDDDD lesbian, joy, fish, michelle, zhu, gw, dongqiang, chunhei & i went bowling opp great world! & i took a pic wiv jaychou! O:

is fun daooooo! i also duno why! den we went nearly broke & we went over to great world to play arcade. den we went broke. LOL. den went to play around duno what gym. is lame daooo. LOL. den i went over to the kiddy rides to read CROSSOVER. THAT COMIC AH! IS OMGTIAN-LY NICE LOR! :O :DDDDD yayyyy. den den den, i forgot what happened. LOL. i dont have any pictures to trgger any memories. i only knw that dear dongqiang had to go for his stupid english class in united square. daaaaamn. ): so we left great world after searching high & low for the right busstop which happend to be about...5+++ & anson saw his oh-so-cute friend whom i didn happen to meet cos i walkd too fast. ): he...was.....algae? LOL! joel gey bahhh.. den become elgey. JUST LIKE EUGENA BEY BECOME NABEY. =x not on purpose lah. just to mention that alot of this kind of things happen. xP back to point. (: rchd dhoby ghaut at about 6++ & zhu & chunhei went to PS to look for their shirts. fish, gw & me went back & joy & dongqiang happend to be on the same colour line. :D sent tricia back & me & gw went back loh. :D

forgot what happened on saturday. but i think zhu go swimming. den he met up wiv congdi go find job. den end up working in BK. lol. dennnnn, i went jiang & found nuzhat & congdi, josiah, elgin & vignesh. den find gw in mac den i send nuzhat to mrt. ^^ den met up wiv tricia, bwen & dongqiang. ate in mac wiv tricia & bwen & entertain gw awhile too. :D

den sunday bwen, tricia & i went walking around bugis to find jobs. den end up tricia & i work in the same BK also. LOL! went to kpt eat wiv congdi, zhu & fish. :D dont like to name people. weird right. lol. :D den went back. ^^

monday went to school to do the clean & green exhibition in suntec. saw wanlin! & omg. the bloody booth so small. do until....12++ go eat at the foodcourt there den go back boonkeng. sian. den go band. -.- even more sian. lol.

tuesday went for the clean&green thing in the morning. waddehell. met up wiv kind elton who waitd for me at my void deck in the morning & we were late. met the micron guy at the busstop. dang. lol. took 133 there. took a pic wiv the MP & errr we took pics loh. TADA!

GUESS WHAT WE WON!

so dumb lor. -.- LOL! very sian lei the whole exhibition. vincent & i walkd here & there look at chiobu(not me lah) den ss & elton sit there play deck. desmond duno do what. ms ong also walk here walk there. playd ally wiv des. yalor. bored till lyddat. zek ak sia. den after all the crap, we went home. i went home bathed & met anson at BK there. waitd for tricia & joy. joy went for interview. wdh. as she filld up the form, tricia, anson & i tried hiding our faces. hahaha. so funny lor. parttime full cos of cong, anson, tricia & i liao. ): den we went shopping?

but didnt buy anything lah. went to desmond's place to watch spiderman3 (aka, bang-EHLAman). dongqiang came over & played battleon. the game whereby i totally forgot my password. LOL!

TODAY! woke up at 10am & got ready & walkd to school. -.- met ms ang & alson & re-did the grad night script. after that i went for band. had audition for DISNEY FAVOURITES. passd. ^^ got released for lunch & went to look at the streaming results. omygod. 3e1. -.- den lookd at GSC's. omg. all e1! hahaha. den lookd at anson's. shit man. i look & relook & relook. -.- i felt like slapping myself. 3e3 different class. ): den lookd at dongqiang's. e1. :DD lookd at congdi's. e1. :DD lookd at gw's. looked,, looked, relookd. checked! omg. ): 3e3 different class. den lookd at chunhei's. SCREAMED & JUMPED LIKE HELL. why? 3e2. -.- omygod so damn weird. den duno what i did & tricia & i went for the jab. which still kinda hurts. -.- & had a fever but now its gone. :D anson followed & i told him about the weird experience. lol. he was so disgusted he didnt feel like going for it. lol. ate chicken rice & accompanied tricia back to school. ^^ lookd at the results again & went to take 857 to suntec. :D talk & talk & talk & sleep. :D den rch liao. so sian. ): plucked out all the bands & bottles in the goodie bags. LOL! fun fun fun. played bowling wiv vincent & clement wiv the bottles. :D duno who stared throwing the bands den we throw the band & catch catch catch. zhiwen, des, vincent, clement, anson, cong & i were there. so damn stupid lor. den shaun came at the wrong time. when we packing to go back, den he come. -.- den after all the shit, pack in school & blah blah blah. HAHAHA. mr = KS LEE! KiamSiapLee. xP he say if clement come back from india, he treat us dinner & movie wor! O: hahaha. den went home & got a crappy fever. my sister pronounces apple as "AH-PER" & open as "AH-PUI" & she just did "AH-*burp" LOL! my nose leaking water.

this is the only way to stop it! ):

i miss ^(00)^

someone hug me?

2007-11-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

this is so fucked. 3e1. HALF THE CLASS IS FILLED WITH NERDS. URGH. no more entertainment. well, at least theres GSC, xcongdi & dongqiang. :D that idiot is taking the same combi as me but is gg to e3. UGHHHHHHHHH!! & guess what. i took the fucking typhiod jab already but my mother still hasnt allowed me to go to work. CHEEBAI LEI. I REALLY WANNA SLAP AOMEONE RIGHT NOW. if only tricia's mum cud be my mum. things would be so much easier. CANT SHE JUST LET ME OFF WITH, "if you can manage, den go ahead lor." SO CRAP ONE MEH. I ALREADY TOOK THE JAB LAH PLEASE. LAY BACK THE SHIT PLEASE.

everything is just so shit lah. she wants me to go for modular & go work bk. den i have to work bk during school hours next year & i cant even get the fucking money. DAMN CHEEBAI LOR. WALAU LAH./7pm++

8pm++/im back to edit my post.. the typhiod jab i took this afternoon with tricia sucked. there are 2 possible side effects of the jab. one is PAIN on the arm. the other is a FEVER. i got both. FUCK MAN! -.- im so damn vulgar today. im not feeling so well. so sorry. tmr i hope sentosa. den...friday i going modular. saturday modular. sunday go work i guess. -.- IM SO BOOKED! haha. i like. ^^ but i feel so sick. how i wish i can sleep for eternity. but that will be dying. i miss anson. ):

SOMEONE HUG ME! D:

RAWR!

2007-11-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

Sorry that the blog is gonna be in this mess for a while. I got super bored with the other skin. ): So, so, so, i will get back to you guys if Im free. (: Cant reply tags. I'll get back to you guys probably on Saturday yea? ^^

Misses!

rubbish.

2007-10-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday had band, recycling project & bintan trip discussion. danggg~ kena sabo-ed by teachers into being the MC for this year's graduation night. LIKE OMG?! got into the mess with alson. someone i havent worked with(like acting la)for a long long long time. like for a year? hahaha~ nevermind.

bintan trip discussion was boring lah. OH WAIT! havent sms mr kwok the passport expiry date! -gimme a min- BACK! soooo, after that was the recycling project we havent really finished. -.- omg omg, so fun lor! i also duno why eh. bt is fun der lor. michelle, wencong, elton, sean, dongqiang, gw, des, zhiwen were there. clement & dpak walkd in & out. dang. i just realised i keep posting the day before's post. -.- so so so, ms ong kept wantg us to wait for her. LOL. we got really bored & rolled the movable chair around the art room. & invented a game whereby you have to try to push the guy down! hahaha. at first vincent, gw & i started playing. when we started playing i said, whoever fall down will kena squeeze neh! hahaha. den i pushd vincent down. :DDD & squeezed his neh. LOL. den den den! gw pushd me down! bt of cos he wont squeeze mine lah! -.-'" played like crazy! den dongqiang took over vincent's seat. :DDD gang here gang there. damn funny lor! love them like siao laaaaa. always make me laugh laugh laugh. :D den wash the fish tank. WDF! KENA BLACK PAINT ALL OVER! urghhhh! den dongqiang scold me for helping dem cos he said that even if we help dem we will still kena scolding & that i even do more than they did. nehmind laaaa. ^^

-go open door for chunhei first-

back. ^^ play play den go eat lunch wiv dear des. :D haha. went for band. rawr. i still suck. FUCK.

den went walking around & went to kfc wiv joyce, alvin, joy, tricia & renee. eat eat. talkd about gradnight on the way back. decided to buy hairbands next sunday? ^^ den went to play basketball. met gw, dongqiang, anson, des, libing. after that gw had to go. ): poor gw, leg spoil. OKOK. DONT COME WHACKING ME! hehe. den anson came over. dongqiang brought chicken rice that his grandma cooked for me! :D hehe. nice leiiiiiiiii. den gq brought comics over. & slacked the night away, watching tv, playing comp & talking crap. & did something i tot i wud nvr do. ah. nothing.

today went to school for the gradnight script. hahaha. i havent typed out the stuff yet. but anwyay afetr taht come home & blahblahblahblah..

CHUNHEI SAY HE EAT BREAKFAST LER BUT JUST BRUSHED HIS TEETH AT MY HOUSE! wdf. hahahaha!

duno where to go now. -.- wanna go out but wanna sleep toooo! ):

tepan.....NO! swensens!

2007-10-27T11:13:00.001+08:00

{edited}

YESTERDAY!
was the last day of shcool & i went late to school. haha! people were cleaning up the classroom but i ended up walking around along the corridors of the sec1s. :D after dat vincent & i started talking about dyeing our hair. :D red red red! :D
went to the hall for deeparaya concert. the seatings were suckish & we cudnt really be bothered wiv the concert anymore. so my lesbian partner started pointing at the type of colours we wanted to dye! hahaha~soon after the topic arose, i got bored & started doing my maths holiday homework. but before i could finish reading the question, i got called up by shaun to go to the d&t room to continue our recycling project. you couldnt believe how much i loved him at that split second. LOL.
shaun & i started looking for spraypaints but couldnt find any that we were filled. BOO! but we found paint for metal. well, what else could we do without the paintbrush? so we went round looking for paintbrushes. NO PAINTBRUSHES! only left over paper thingys from the guanwee, zhiwen, seansiew & clement who were in charge of the stands. -.- so just use lor. what to do. painted the things BLACK(eeee) & helped with the stands after that. after finishing everything, we went down to the canteen to eat. ^^ & soon after, shermine came looking for me. YAY! :3 LOL!

PLEASE GO TO SUNTEC TO SUPPORT US THANKYOU!
6th or 7th november!

gathered around in the foyer with lespartner(vincent), heihei(chunhei), joyjoy(joycelyn), dada(brenda), fishie(tricia), minmin(shermine) & sushi(shini)~ piggy couldnt go cos of various reasons. ): we went to look at dye first! :D yay! MUD CHERRY! :DDD

den took a train down to dhoby ghaut.......

den to marina bay. (: EMPTY DAOOOOO~~!

didnt knw how to walk there so asked around. lol. took bus 400 & askd the uncle how to go to the place. HE SAID THE PLACE ONLY OPENED AT NIGHT! walauuuuuuuuuuuuuu! went sightseeing in the bus whilst talking to the uncle. :D dennnnnnnn.. WALK SOMEMORE!

back to the MRT station! BRAGHHH! moved backward. to cityhall to BUGIS!

AHAHAHA! :D ate SWENSENS! :DDDD shared a bananaaaaaa splittttt with chunhei after eating. ^^ & went broke. T.T
walked around & took many many pictures!

:DD looked at somemore dye & walked around somemore! :D den got really really bored & went back to boonkeng. ): vincent couldnt dye his hair today so i met up with wencong at watsons & went to dye hair in my house instead. :D den played basketball.. teeheehee.

I LIKE MY HAIR COLOUR! but i hate the stupid fringe! ):

i love you!

2007-10-25T08:49:00.000+08:00

WOW! i havent updated for about a week! O: anyway, all i can say is that i have been going home late. im like in desmond's hse for most of the nights.

I CUT MY OWN HAIR!

21ST OCTOBER, sunday.

went to des's hse. :D so fun! i also duno why! LOL. yay. my fellow ESP friends are GUANWEE & DESMOND! :DDD

23RD OCTOBER, tuesday.

had kayaking in the morning. was pretty okay except we cudn get to dragonboat bcos of the freaking currents & we had to carry the stupid kayaks. IM GOING TO KILL THE FUCKER WHO INVENTED THE WANDERER! lol. den went to shaun's hse to watch movie & sleep. :D

at night went to celebrate kelly's bday! :D so fun so fun! although i abit emo. ): yuzhi buy cake from SWEEHENG. lol. the cake is nice nice nice. den played with the leftovers.

:D after that harrison went home & sohwynn, kelly, yuzhi & i went walking to the eyeshop. yuzhi & i went to buy milk from 7-11 & walau, stomach pain sia. lol. den the FALLDOWNKELLY come scare us. she was like "BOO! AHHH!" HAHAHA! she fell down! so funny lor! :D den go mac toilet. YAY! walk walk walk & saw sam at the basketball court! :D went to find harrison's pee in the carpark & started taking videos of them jumping of a ledge. :DDDD

& i had to go home then. ):

24TH OCTOBER, wednesday.

YALA, YALA IT WAS YESTERDAY. but type out the date very style mah! kenot ah! yesterday went for bowling at the orchid something club. lol. kay lah. quite okay. tricia learnt how to play better. :D *clapclapclap. vincent, my lesbian partner, went for 2 strikes in a row & we were like,

ME:"eh. you so pro for wad.."

VINCENT:"no lor. not pro loh. i never birng my ball. can be pro-er.."

ME:*shows the 'what the hell' face

VINCENT:"what?! im trying to be humble okay!"

we were in the bus for half the day. -.- so stupid. after which joycelyn & i went to find keys for the bandroom & ate in the canteen. :D went for band after that. ^^

in tune of the mickey mouse march,

J-O-S,

H-U-A,

P-O-R-K

CHOP! :DDD

cute sia. den ate renee's girlguides cookies while waiting for joycelyn after band ended. ^^ den walkd lor. walk walk walk, i saw wencong & zhiwen at the basketball court. wahaha. i sit there watch james & chinyuan play yu-gi-oh. yay. den we(dongqiang, guanwee, me & des) sent depak, wencong & zhiwen to the busstop! arent we good friends. LOL! den continued playing basketball. :D imagining naruto doing a slamdunk wiv his amount of chakra. WOOOT! lol. den den den i fell down while trying to shoot. ): SO STUPID LOR. RAWR. played match & went homieeee. (:

im now about to go & bathe & go to desmond's hse. heehee. no-school-day! :D

ONCE A 2E1NIAN, FOREVER A 2E1NIAN.

only we have become 2s1. TWO SPIRITED ONE. :D

Toy-ed.

2007-10-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

crapshit(i felt like a toy. shit.) happened yesterday. so i shall move on to talk abt yesterday night. humcheang, humwee, desmond, libing & chunhei & others lah. went home to bateh & eat & all went to meet at des hse play taidi. lol. :D den play play play. & after so much crap(i wud like to take time to thank ahwee for listening to my crap & wantg to help me. i want to thank des for trying to make me laugh. i want to thank libing for trying to console me. i want to thank shaun for talking me out of breaking.) i went home at 11plus wiv chunhei & libing. den libing say hungry so he went to cook 3 packets of instant mee for all of us. den he went to play dota & chunhei & i started talking. (:

den libing came back & we startd to watch mtv. all the MVs show big breasts. -.- so watch until sian. libing ate tortilla chips all the way the night & din sleep. chunhei was supposed to go for tchouckball training bt he din go cos he was so darn lazy. we woke up at about 9. lol. so we went jogging wiv shaun & guanwee(supposed to meet at 8, den say until 9. den 9 until 10. lol.) den met up wiv wencong, chinyuan, desmond(he came to my house), anson, zhangsheng. KANINA(lets play ball) & KUMLAN(buy drinks). den go des hse. den crapshit again lah. walau. this time......is like hell. SPECIAL THANKS TO LIBING FOR CONSOLING ME. (:

den....somehow i learnt how to cherish him more today. i learnt that he was probably more sensitive to everything i was doing compared to me. so...i should just back off everything. (:

crap. 'How could you be without me while I want to be with you so much, more than to be staying with Mother Earth.'

how loved can you get?

oh my sexy here i come! 3mths!

2007-10-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

guess what. chionging art. at this enchanted hour. ha. ha. tired off my ass & i havet bathed yet. looks like someone's gonna be sleeping during art tomorrow, drooling on the too-intricate-to-comprehend table. ha! :D whatever-

today's 3rd month. o.O like...abit weird. LOL? nono. not TODAY like TODAY. like.. 41minutes ago kind of TODAY. maths paper 2 is so screwed. HA. tmr's art is as equally screwed. lets not talk about D&T on the following day? -.- this is SO FUCKED UP!?!?

AND AND AND(hahaha. who cares about what ive said!), looks like im on the go to the holidays! :D
SWENSENS!
thursday- TEPAN! :DDD
friday- sen? o.O I SO HOPE!! :DDDD
saturday(20th)- i dowanna go, i dowanna go! but still, i made a promise. ): someone's bday party. ):
november plus plus- KIDSCAMP.
november plus plus plus- YOUTH CAMP.

-now. all i need is money. :D well, luckily i dont have to work my ass off for the paper. :D i just sleep & money flys to my hand like a dog to its master. :D but, give a theif enough rope, & he'll hang himself.

crap. im gonna be so damn paisey if i go to the camps. so long nvr go church still want go camp. so stupid lor.

anson should be sleeping bah. cos my hp is in another room. dang. i wanna sleep.

SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS TRAGEDY!
im gonna finish this shit & fall on my fucking attracting bed.

oh my sexy! here i come!

2007-10-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

IM A HAPPY GIRL! dont be alarmed when you have seen the last post. i guess, things havent been really going great with life with many people nowadays! ): bstabbers so suck. ): so sad. they should feel pretty ALIENATED around normals like us. dang~.

yesterday went to play bball with yfang, shirlene & their friend named CARRINE? i duno how to spell. ): sorraye~. den anson, guanwee & shaun came down too. play lor. den saw alan, wenyuan they all. xP went to boonkeng bbc. ): anyway, anyway, YUZHI MUST TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY BETTER WHEN THE EXAMS END DURING THE HOLIDAYS OR SOMETHING! :DDD puhlease lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im so so so so hunrgy & the people in my house are broke. ): they came after me for money($15) just now. hahaha! so pitiful aite. ahaha! im hungry, hungry, hungry HUNGRY! DDD: thats badddd. cos when im hunrgy, 2 possible consequences might happen. the first one. is to get a headache & when i get a headache, i will bug you bnug you bug you bug you. OR 2ND! i will just bug you. HAHA

lame right. alamak. -.- OHYA YA YA! on monday! PSLE will end! & all the little people in so cute uniforms will jump around in their merry songs with stupid smiles on their small pimpleless faces. HAHAHA. -.- anyway, meenie said she'll probably come to our school. :D &

i said if she gets an A for any subject, i will treat her icecream.

if she gets an F she will have to treat me! :D

den den den, her brother said sometime ago that if he gets an A1 for science, i will have to treat him macdonies! ): hahaha.

den i said if chunhei will get an A1 for history, i will get a star from the skies for him.

& if anson gets an A1 for history, i will get the moon, or so he said. LOL!

BOOO! monday paper sucks. LITERATURE. & im not doing anything about it. im having streaming this year & i seriously dont seem to actually care a bit. o.O weird hor. haha. i hope the results wont be as bad as i thought.

YAY! parents are bringing us out for dinner! SWENSENS~~~~ WOOOT!

sayo! :D

fuckyou.

2007-10-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

i so hate her. i so hate you. i dont wanna know about her! if your reading this, read the other blog. but i guess, you seriously cant care less.

i miss you, but i dowanna show it. HA. but its like so, whatever-

english, history, maths1 & science exams are over. tmr's MT.

if you care about her & them so much, den go with her, i cant care less.

i might wait, but what the fuck for?

BORED.

2007-09-29T13:55:00.000+08:00

im at home! ): (miracle=D) why ah. cos i told myself i would study. :D so, i will go. later. now, stupid ass is in the library talking. -.- ahhhh. oh ya ya ya~.

tuesday was DENG LONG JIE! :D at night, yuzhi & kelly call me down to play play play. :D walau, SO MANY PEOPLE DOWNSTAIRS. tian ar~ den ltr, zhenxin came down. omytian. he so blind. lol. yuzhi & zhenxin play war game wiv each other den i gt bored lighting up lanterns & made a smiley face. :D kelly also! & den after everything, we started throwing wax at each other. LOL. zhen kai xin zhen kai xin! :D

FUNERAL-FOR-A-PHONE

i had no idea wad else happen throughout the week. bt i knw that i havent been talking much to pigggyyyy. ): cos of ytd(which always turns out to be MY fault), i wasted one day of being wiv him. RAWR. -.- i dowan to fight wiv you can. waste out time.

triciaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa never reply me! wakaooooooooooooooo. & im so damn bored. ):

EH. I FORGOT THAT I WAS POSTING. WALAU EH. -.-

WHEN YOU ARE BORED IN CLASS, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS(friday):

CANDID! :D

RETARDED! :D

VANDALISM!

EEEEEE. DONT CARE LAH. give up liao. naaaabei. URGH! damn i hate triciatan! she never reply me! just joking lah. -.- walau. BOREDOM KILLS.

sian sian sian. -.- heavy responsibilities sucks big time. im not whining. im just....forget it.

MONDAY ENGLISH HERE I COME!

ever seen any of my posts as crappy as this?!

this is the worst fuckcrapshit.

2007-09-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

wabiang. now then i know guanwee know my blog der. -.- CAN TAG ANOTTTT. T.T lmao. stagnant life. unupdated blog. i duno wad de hell m i gonna tmr. using lappy cos uncle dowan me to use the stupid pc in the room. he says im a virus magnet. -.-

new trombone. :D handphone sucks. & i kick gw lanjiao i duno hw many times in my life so far. OHYA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR TRICIA TAN!

sorry for a really bad birthday celebration or something. dang. i wantd to go traditional. but den, i realised it din turn out really well. soooo, guess we gotta do it better on monday. :D swensens' babaye. :D hope you liked your cookies please? but dang...your name gt glued. ):

so far, life stinks cos you wanna have fun, but you knw the examinations are like just about the corner. you wanna do well, yet, i wanna be in the same class as everybody. you knw how it feels like? urgh. things are clearing up. (: thats good news. cant upload any photos cos my lappy is as laggy as a cow eatg grass. lol. i realised an old found friend. someone i havent spoken to for like.....a year. yuzhi. :D yay! hahahaha.

&&&piggy & i 18days away from being 3months into the relationship. iloveyou.(:

hmm.. what else..? ohyea, im on contacts so that my degree cant get any higher. libing says i look really sucky in it. ): what else is up? hahahas. updates will be known. so far, im frickin boreed & crap shit. -.-

studies? no mood. cmon. someone drive me. I KNOW WHO! vanessalimszekee can! :D
yeah. science-ing in 10mins tops. :D

Loves,

Vanessy(:

Blah blah. Crappy post.

2007-09-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

Blah blah blah blah. Im on the phone & I have no idea why Im blogging. And I have no frickin idea about what Im talking about to him. ):

crazy post.

2007-09-09T02:11:00.000+08:00

OKAY. im supposed to be sleeping happily wiv a mind in a state of a dream where everyone is singing,
FIGHTING CRIME. TRYING TO SAVE THE WORLD
AND HERE COMES JUST IN TIME THE POWERPUFF GIRLS!

whatever crap lah. bt so so so, i was supposed to give baby something TODAY. bt i kinda, wimpd out. -.- oh hopeless me. crappy crappy crappy. -.-

today went to meet baby in bk mrt & he had to wait for me for an extra half hour bcos i wantd to eat prima deli laksa. :D (this laptop sucks. nt good for blogging. so damn lag. i type on paragrapgh its still frozen at the first letter. bt who can blame it when my pc burst into flames flinging me across the room when it did & left me lying there, motionless, mortified & breathing to see what was coming. okay fine, im super bored. now you know.) so so so, today was supposed to be going out wiv baby bcos tmr is sunday and you knw sunday usually sucks bcos i cant go out wiv him a ndi cant message him when he gets out of his birdhole. met him in mrt & set off to wherever he was bringing me to. -.- playd GTA for the journey & rchd in cityhall & dere, he askd me for directions. TOOOOT! hahahhaa. so den, depak met us bcos anson was helplessy lost & goodu-ed completely. okay, ive startd my nonsense again. okokokok, so met depak and we went marina square to play arcade after many hours of hard pondering. den depak left and we slackd in bugis NLB and went to des's hse fater buying food from my fav kpt. lol. yes. fav. -.-

hwe went back at 10plus? and he rchd b4 his pappy came back which is supposed to be good. IM BORED IM BORED IM BORED IM BORED IM BORED.

VANESSY IS GOING TO SMASH HER HEAD AGAINST THE WINDOW AND SING TO "FIRST DATE" BY BLINK182.

跟文聪

私奔到东京(:

HAPPY 2ND MONTH.

2007-09-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TWO MONTHS ANNIVERSARY,
ANSONCHEW. :D

Yeah, thanks for letting me know i wasnt hopeless & that you will wait like crazy. xP

ILOVEYOU!

Lets go, dont wait, this night's almost over.

Honest, let's make

this night last forever.

crazy shit. monday-present.

2007-09-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

went out wiv dear renee & peixin today. tricia cudn make it for unseen circumstances. SO...went to bugis. blahblahblah. crap like siao. walk like siao. & OMYGOD THAT TOP LAH! ): i want i want i want! DDDDD: that top has to be mine before its gone can! BLEH. den bought stuffs for various reasons. WOOOOT. :D tomorrow another happy day! :D

lets take an overview of the week so far!

MONDAY- shermine, clara, tricia came over for science after clara went back baby came. den shermine & tricia went back & we watchd naruto till i went to sleep & he playd dota! and my mother forced him to eat dinner and...blahblahblah.

TUESDAY- went back to school for bbq preps and went to ECP wiv DEAR TRICIA! lost my wallet! & found it. went up the wrong bus! and arrived home at about 10. ):

WEDNESDAY- needless to say, bbq till 5+ & went to mac wiv renee & tricia! tell you, i was tired till my butt ached. D:

starting of tricia's crazy shit.

median..

& her end-product! :D

THURSDAY- out wiv renee & px. :D

FRIDAY- LIBRARY ACT GUAIKIA! xDDD

SATURDAY- unknown lei. but maybeeeeeeeeeeeee, expo? O.o :D

SUNDAY- 4-530 tuition.

YEP! & i still have a mountain on my bag. or...in his bag. lol. HAHAHA. tomorrow EAT UP THE MOUNTAIN! :D

so, thats just SEA-FILLED BUTT me, signing off today's post. (: ♥♡

TEACHER'S DAY VISIT!

2007-09-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

COMPARE!

ALL ON THE SAME DAY! i mean the ones on the right are the same. the ones on the left are the same. (:

PICTURES ON TEACHERS' DAY VISIT!

pictures on top were edited bcos no one cud see a crap. soooo, anyway, today.......message the pig the whole day. obviously hes nt at home now. =.- and and and, clara, shermine, shini & tricia are coming over to do science at my place tmr. hes coming over so that he can bathe wiv me. LOL. ya right. lets see who has more guts tomorrow. HAHAHA. so so so, i shud elaborate more on friday cos i did feel a need to.

I MET WIV THE IDIOTS ON FRIDAY! WOOHOOOO! BEN CHANGED SO FREAKING MUCH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BEN HO BEN HO BEN HO! ohya, xiongwei just told me that if there were any class outings we shud call him out. SO SO SO, CAVAN CHANGED HELL LOADS ALSO! AHHHHHHHH. he so bhb now. bt nayways, still the same. :D YIJUE'S VOICE SO DAMN MAN NOW. nt like last time. HES NOT CUTE ANYMORE! ))): lmao. BEN HO CHANGED SO MUCH! hahahaha. den den den, same same lah meixuan. that bitch will never change der. HMPH! LOL. kkkk. MEI MEI MEI MEI MEI XUAN NEVER TALK TO ME. D: YUNZHEN wore braces! ): FOR HER TWO FRONT TEETH ONLY. waste money. =.- lol. hmmm.. chloe.......more horny? o.O lmao. :D so so so... :D

LALALALA.

THE SCISSORS IN MY HAND MAKE ME FEEL DANGEROUS.

2007-09-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

went to pri sku. met up wiv em. wnet to ps. met tricia & shini dere. den met zongying, weisiang dey all eat dinner. weisiang came over to sweep my floor. blahblahblah.

im nw feeling damn crappy. bcos of him lah. he so damn insensitive. urgh. if u can read. den good lor.

quiz & my hug.

2007-08-30T21:13:00.001+08:00

List out the top 5 birthday present that you would wish for:
1. CONTACT LENSES!
2. K960i OR iPhone OR REPAIR!
3. CLOTHES
4. SHOES
5. get him to knw hw i feel.

Answer the following questions:
1.(the person who tag you is ...)
/sylvia!

2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)
/schoolmate!

3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
/chubby, cute & uber funny. :D her laughter is so damn contagious.

4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
/ironed my hair? i think it shud be her teachg me dance moves i guess. that was hell.

5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
/NEHNEH! lmao!

6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)
/screeam plot myself in a mental hospital until i become UNlesbianic & ask for forgiveness from God..

7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
/i duno!

8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
/ignore her.

9. (if he/she beomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
/my unability to understand her sophisticated language.

10.(the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
/PINCH HER CHUBBY FACE & DRAG HER ACROSS BOONKENG TO BENDEMEER PRIMARY!

11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
/90%

12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)
/crazy. unsensible. irresponsible. untrustable. lovable. huggable. but mostly, crazy. :D

13.(the character you love of yourself are ...)
/able to let things go really easily.

14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
/being undecisive & too dominating.

15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
/saddam hussein. HE WAS SO BENT ON GETTING TERRORISM DONE! thats concentration & focus baby.

16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)
/thankyou! & are you sure you know me? hahaha.

17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. meixuan!
2. sharmaine!
3. liyi!
4. wenyuan!
5. stephanie!
6. sohwynn!
7. vincent!
8. weisiang!
9. zhihua
10. boonmay!

18.(Who is no.6 having relationship with?)
/an? maybe nt now. bt if its wrong, den SORRAYE!

19.(Is no.9 a male or female?)
/FEMALE!

20.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
/no. -.-

21.(How about no.8 and 5?)
/NO! the guy is younger than the girl & shes my cousin! OMG?

22.(What is no.2 studying about?)
/duno. fashion? or getting plans on hw to get her stolen clothes back. hmmm..

23.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
/chat? last friday bah.

24.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)
/duno. he dont like music?! LOL.

25.(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
/yep!

26.(Will you woo no.3?)
/i might if i were a guy. ;D

27.(How about no.7?)
/i wouldnt be caught dead doing that.

28.(Is no.4 single?)
/its been a while since i asked. bt i think yea.

29.(What's the surname of no.5?)
/LEEEEEEE.

30.(What's the hobby of no.4?)
/lemme think, i knw it WAS basketball. now maybe lanning? o.o

31.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
/if they knew each other, i think they should. :D

32.(Where is no.2 studying at?)
/manjuuuuuuuuusri secondary.

33.(Say something casual about no.1)
/SHE ROCKS MY SOCKS. shes too sensible. & i miss her!

34.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)
/o.o

35.(Where does no.9 live at?)
/errrrrrrr.......i cant remember. whampoa?

36.(What color does no.4 like?)
/i duno. bt i can guess. black?

37.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
/nope.

38.(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
/NO. bt he might if he knew who she was.

39.(How do you get to know no.2?)
/how? like i said something & she said something & we became bestfriends just like that in primary one.

40.(Does no.1 have any pets?)
/FISH.

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
/NOOOO!!!! why do you keep asking about number 7?!

ANYWAY! my post today. TADA! SYLVIA. ITS DONE. :D ermmm..OH! I FINALLY got my long awaited hug. :D i can sleep tonight. yaaaay! napped on his leg in des's house just now. dennnn, poor tricia went back on her own. ): baby(: went to find des after my hug. :DDDD

darn. tmr is teachers' day. watch out for my fat retarded face on screen. D:

so, im going to bathe, discuss shit & sleep. (:

toooodles. :D

BWAH BWAH BWAH BWAH.

2007-08-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

BAHAHAHAHA. retard go kk~~~~~ he say aftr that meet at library at about 1pm! then then then then, hes still stuck there. I FLOOD HIM LIKE SIAO. HAHAHAHAA!!! die die die!! boooooo!!

ANSONCHEW IS STUCK AT KK!! bleh bleh bleh! MAKE ME ROT HERE!
i need to come back home by 4pm! STUPID ANSONCHEW! WDH! he go library liao. TOOOOTS!

but anyways, i still love him. :D

early day.

2007-08-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

heh-loooooo! okay. im back home early today. i should sleep early too! :D i think im one of those rare idiots in the society now that update their blogs. o.O :D anywayyyy! today after school although the skit was cancelled, we were calld back to do somesort of acting to be filmd. (: christine & divya went for netball before we could discuss abt wad we were gonna say on thursday. lol. so, the rest of the peeps went to the library to do part of it. crappd about a new word. =x after gettg stuck halfway, peisi & evelyn went to look for teacher. sengyang wantd to watch the exorcist. bt lazy to ask. den read comics. peisi & evelyn came back from askg mrs leong stuff. den crap crap crap.

yay. tomorrow is our e-learning week. i guess im gonna do some now. but i dont have a faggy printer. awwww. D: sooooo, i dont know. hahaha.

nothing exciting really happend so far. D: other then feeling really crappy about results & stuff. =.- pimples pimples go away! come again........NEVER!

heeeeelp mee! im bored. D: YAY! message from my dear retard. ((: eeee, he go cut hair. -.- LOL. xDDDD

TATA!

But they believe it from the tears

And the teeth right down to the blood

At her feet

attitude-ster.

2007-08-19T15:09:00.000+08:00

stupid attitude-ster. stupid attitude-ster. STUPID ATTITUDE-STER! cvery shuang isit. ISIT! i not happy kenot ah. shout shout shout. URGH. nevermind. im nt supposed to be petty as he claimed. NO! i cant be. stupid. show me attitude liao say my reply cute. AH. VERY MAN MEH. like that also nice to play! already nt happy still say until its my fault that everything happened! URGH. NEVERMIND! NEH-MIND. NEHHHHMIND!

yesterday i finally went for my 3rd jiang session. out of the eight i was supposed to attend. and spoilt my fucking phone. (OKAY. IM SETTLED WIV HIM.) why i soilt my fucking phone? cos tricia dared me to stand in the middle of the fountain for 3seconds in bugis. -.- tada. my phone flooded. (HES TRYING HIS BEST TO MAKE ME UN-UPSET. its not working. so im trying to make him angry.) HAHAHA. =.- i hate him for not being who he was yesterday. i was astonished & upset. URGH. who cares. anyway, thursday sucked. LIKE HELL. (crap. i cant make him upset. i just cant!) first, we had to stay back for the skit thing WHICH IS CANCELLED! __ den the four-b incident! it just suckd so badly. but we still didn care!

now, its time for my modular. im gonna bathe! :D

Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever

Let me show you all the things that we could do

You know you wanna be together

And I wanna spend the night with you

Yeah, yeah, with you, yeah, yeah

So come with me tonight

We could make the night last 4ever

Walk Away-

2007-08-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

okay. this shud be a 3minute & 8second post! as soon as this kelly clarkson song ends, this post SHUD end. :D

sooooo, he came overrrrrr. tooot tooot tooooot! play play play. crap crap crap. im so glaaaaaaad he came over to accompany me today. cos i was grounded. -.- I LOVE YOU! im talking to your black bear. ROFL. =.- okay. im getting lamer. :DDDD but anyway, i still love you. :D

i miss him like hell lah. "Im looking for attention Not another question." yeaaaaaaaaaa. " Should you stay or should you go? Well, if you don't have the answer Why are you still standin' here?" come onnnnnnn! "Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away"

wuahahahaha! it ended! awwww. my post ends here.

TATA!

love me eh? cos you shuuuuud. :D

丢掉手表丢外套丢掉背包再丢唠叨丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼冲啥大冲啥小冲啥都有人唱反调恨得多爱得少只想越跳越疯越跳越高把地球甩掉一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高

丢掉手表丢外套丢掉背包再丢唠叨丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼野心大胆子小跳舞还要靠别人教恨得多爱得少只想越跳越疯越跳越高把地球甩掉一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉

我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高

come on! 一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高come on! jump! jump! jump! jump! jump! jump! jump!

-离开地球表面

o9o8o7. :D

2007-08-10T21:32:00.001+08:00

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ah damn. anyway, tricia came over last night. yesterday was :D went out and watch watch watch RUSH HOUR 3. he came over & pei-ed me. (: till 10plus he went back dennnnn tricia came at about, 11? ): i miss him like crazy.

orderd mac. ate like pig & slept at 3am. -.- woke up at 10 plus &

SLACKED THE WHOLE DAY! watch tv, eat, sleep, watch tv, eat, sleep. LITERALLY!

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ah well.

/i still miss him like crazy.

sunday & saturday post.

2007-08-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

TODAY! D:
OKAY. so for all the faggy people in the world who wanna read for my updates that havent got a chance to pop out, IM BACK. bt anyway, who wants to read my dusty blog lah. so lame right. -.- sooooo, about today.

had band performance in kolam ayer cc. WE HAD TO REACH SCHOOL BY SIX THIRTY IN THE MORNING! S-I-XspaceT-H-I-R-T-Y! reachd there & stuffs stuffs stuffs. choir sang.
我从来不在乎自己不是一个DUANEHBU~ 总是觉得我的内衣满辛苦~ :D
raymond & i were bored. so we composed that. HEH. playd & went back to school at 1150am. (:

tricia & joycelyn went home cos they were going to escape. wooot woot woot. zhiwei came over to play GG. i slept and he playd. went to eat lunch. LEFT MEEPOK ALONE IN MY HOUSE LEI. aso duno he gt steal anything anot. LOL. see how lah. -.- he steal my pillow i go whack his face. rofl. yes, im bored. im not BORING. im BORED. went home by me lonely self, and lookd for my xiaodd. kaokaokao. he startd his 3rd game oni lor. walauuuuu. hahaha. den i needed to go for modular, so i pei-ed him to wait for his dear bus at 350 and i went to find my dear bus, and TADA! I SAW WENYUAN! lol. cool man his new hairstyle. SO THIN. like SEMI-BOTAK lor. alamak. reachd fulushou and i was late(obviously). after modular, xiaocong pei me wait for bus at busstop. oh yea!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR XIAOCONG.

5thaugust2007.

so old sey!

blahblahblah. i feel like suaning him now. he so nice to suan. :D blahblahblah. went back home. des calld. den he pei-ed me back home. :D so he cud get his precious poohbear. (: playd wiv my sister. who turnd 1 yesterday! soooooo,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FATTY~

4thaugust2007.

you are now one, so STOP STEPPING ON MY TOES!

OH YEAH. i shudnt forget to wish someone else too! :D duh. obviously its my DA GE DA! :DDDD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIANGSIANG!

3rdaugust2007.

sorry this year no pei! i seriously wanna sing song for you this time, make you DAMN PAISEH! :DDDD

sooooooo, playd wiv my one year old sis and we faintd. LOL. no lah. we were just very tired. ): and i miss my noobie! ):

anyway, lets backtrack abit.

SATURDAY! :D

yesterday was our school's ITmusic competition. :D got zhi en, weiyoong, shaun, victoria & tricia! :D wah they all very power eh. PUT SO MUCH GLITTER ON THEIR FACE LOR. lol. anyway, talk about my point of view. (:

met up wiv desmond at 1030 for breakfast. by he time we rchd, it was 1112. so no breakfast. ): so eat crap. talk crap while waitg for noobie. DANG! it stroke at 12. :D he rchd. YAY. MY NOOBIE IS PUNCTUAL. lol. den we dint know where to go. LOL. finally decided to go to vivo. wah. go mrt and saw keith, mingyi & kamun. kamun went to outram and mingyi went to lil india. lol. den i saw garyloh! i think he was gg out wiv his girlfriend lah. wear until so nice lor.

sososo, went vivo, walkd arnd and bought candy! and a beary! :D not i buy lah. desmond buy. (: for someone. den go doverrrrrrrrr. met xiaocong, ~~wenny~~(omytian. wenny.)WERNny, siewy & weewee in SP. den watch performance & competition. my god. gt this SP lecturer. DAMN BLOODY CUTE EH. his voice like ZHARBOH. lol?! den he say omething about taking the risks of their comps crashing and he said,

"Do you think we keh-are?(care)"
"No, we dont."

LOL?? nevermind. i dont think you guys get it. anyway, they got THIRD! yay! they beat RI. LALALALA. :DDDDD so i went to help wash tricia's & victoria's hair and stuff. den den den. GO LI. -.- play from 4plus to 7plus. den the rest went home. left me des and noobie again. EAT DINNERRRRRR. ((((((:

after dinner, des went to somewhere to meet his mummy & family for his uncle's birthday i guess. SO, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DESMOND'S UNCLE! lol.

erm. so left wiv noobie & me. gah. talkd a lot a lot. ): went to his house there the playground. NO SWING DER LOR. DDDD: den went back. we went to the playground at block 5 dere. waddehell. my uncle wantd me to buy a cake for nicho. LOL. so go the COCO CAKE HOUSE whatever. -.- buy cake. yay~! den i forced him to help me eat cake. i din knw he didnt like cake as much as i did. ): lol. sooo, he nv eat lah. he help me deliver the cake. :D oh yea, uncle charles, uncle's best friend, was dere. lol. yay. den i passd my boyfriend to noobie. lol. i miss my boyfriend lah! )))): especially NEED FOR SPEED. DDDD: anyway, i sent him to the mrt & *censor*. and i ran home to cut my sister's first cake. MIND YOU, I WOKE UP AT 9am TO WRAP HER 2 FIRST BIRTHDAY PRESENTS OKAY. :DDDD

OH NOOOBIEEEEEEEEEE. dont sad sad liaooooooo. PWEASE. lol. xD

/i want my baobao. :D

FIREWORKS! :DD

2007-07-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

went to speedy yesterdayyyyyyyyy. play play play. went to esplanade wiv noobieeeeeeee. den happend to have NDP full dress rehearsal! xD

blah blah blah blah. im sick & i need sleep. nighties!

因为我爱你。(:

2007-07-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

因为因为因为! :D

blah blah blah blah.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

&youputyourhandinmine. LOL.

& the rest is up to you!

IM FRICKIN BORED!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

ITS ELEVENNNNNNNNNNN! DDDDDDDDD:

I SHOULD BE SNORING!

zZzZzZZzzZZzzZzZzZzzzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZZZZzZzzzz

BYE.

out wiv noobie & fishie.

2007-07-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

(: called up noobie about some stuff in the morning. :D den met up wiv tricia at about 2pm to go for shitty jiang. on the way, noobie calld me & told me that his bro gonna pangseh him to go his friend's bday party. so he will meet me & tricia at the library after jiang. :D rchd room three late. & i think the teacher is pissd wiv me. anyway i told her i had no house fone. HARHARHAR. i can pon jiang anytime i want. unlike lil ol' tricia who honestly gave her house number. LOL.

after chinese tuition, went to eat popiaaaaaaah. lol. met noobie in NLB. some random kid went to disturb him suddenly. v funny sey. the kid actd like he had a gun in his hand. LOL. & tried shootg noobie. =.- LOL! sooooo, playd wiv the lift & went to the 5th floor. -.- no place. sat in the middle of nowhere to study. lauuuuuuuuuuu some lady told us nt to stay there. so tricia bring us go play kids arcade. LOL. she playd the number thingy. must hit the button when it reaches 1000. walau. her average numbers were like 996 or 995. MINE WERE EVERYWHERE! like..... 980++ to 1014++. LOL. yes. i have a problem. hahaha. den we got really bored so we went to muji for her stationary. i bought some wang wang kind of biscuits for nicho. =.- dont ask. den we went huntg for nicho's bday pressie. lol. :D bought some straw after an hour plus of hunting?! LOL! maybe lah. i duno. den we got so frickin bored, we went to dhoby ghaut's zoneX. play lah. i think noobie was bored. ): ahs. play till like 7plus. went to eat.

funny eh. the fishball mee auntie remembered us! cos i think we always go there & ask for a lil bit of chilli nia. lol. sian ahs. talk crap all the way when eatg. after that go walk round & round. went to marks & spencers. si noobie say me leg short, neck short & short! ): walk walk walk. went to mos burger to buy drink. suddenly ask him about some stuff lah. hahas. now i know why love talking to him sometimes. (:

talk talk talk. went back. he went back. lol. tricia & i also went back. on the way i kept talking. -.- if i were her, i would have just slapped me. lol. tmrrrrrrrrr got modular. & tmr is sunday. -.= i hate sundays. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. but i love the monday. bcos, it would be another week we have been. (:

it just feeeeeels so. :D

♥missing.

I MISS ANSON CHEW!

2007-07-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

IMISSYOU! crap lahhhhhhhhhh. i asked him if guys actually have a sense of missing someone. he said. yes. & he does. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i miss him like hell. ):

♥myzikuakeaidenoobieeeeeeeeeeeeee. ):
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

where are you when i need you most?

2007-07-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

where are you when i need you most?
crap. im feeling so fucking emotional. i dont really understand why my mum treats my grandma like that. even if she did all the stuff she did back then, isnt she still her mother? i dont get it. she almost MAKES her wash the dishes. urgh. & she says stuff behind her back. i seriously dont get it.

i now understand what my uncle meant by how she speaks. she completely doesnt think. okay, people, i know im very contradictory. saying that my mum speaks behind my grandma's back when i am right now. but, im just trying to figure things out on my own. my mum is NOT my friend. shes my mum. & i respect her as that. she can joke with me bt i cant? what logic is that. worst thing is, she tries to be like a backstabbing friend which i completely do not appreciate. what the hell is the world coming to?

there are so many questions unanswered in my mind. even as they are refreshed over & over. every question is stuck. why must you treat me like this? the message i sent you last night were my words for you to answer for me. for me to understand. to reflect what i have done wrongly. for me to not repeat them again. for me to repent. for me to apologise with a reason to. i need to know. as what mrlee said. you havent told anyone about your feelings that you need to express? if im nt the one you want to tell, then, tell others. i dont knw wads wrong with me, bt whatever that im typing now is for you to know that i care about you as a friend. you might think i sound pretty stupid bcos i havent said all this before.

actually, im having serious refection. i dont knw what is my point on this earth. what is my cause for being here. why was i made like this. after some lessons in mother tongue. i realised i dont know which path to take. which way to go. how to go by it. bcos im just another being that consists of organs & blood just like any other mammal.

its been a long time since i ever just sat down, & thought about this. things have been moving so fast. just a flash. & its been 2 years. ive lost a grandfather i took for granted & gained a sister that takes away so much energy from my grandmother.

i really miss my grandfather. i can actually still picture him sitting in that chair. watchg tv. scoldg me. haha. i never was mature enough to understand everything. now that i learnt, i knw that i have more to go. i agree with the saying IGNORANCE IS BLISS. but yet, ignorance was a sin to begin with. ah. noobie. please go home? i miss you.

NOAHS BIG NAME!

2007-07-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

since someone wants his name here.

NOAH!

imissnoobielikehell.D:

nice post.

2007-07-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

okay, so everything is turned back against us. bt as i suppose, i cant blow this up. ): anyway, first 2 periods belonged to ms koh. some experiment about mixing baking soda & white vingear. :D played with dongqiang. wabiang. damn funny lah. den BUM! hahahaha baking soda on noobie's head liao. :D den kena chase by clement & libing cos they wanted to test something. =.- fun lah. bt i crossed a line. i BIANG baking soda on tricia's face. and it went into her mouth. ah. no elaboration here.

AFTER COMPREHENSION TEST, 230pm?

told joycelyn some stuffs & we went for lunch. WE as in dongqiang, libing, chunhei, noobie, joycelyn, shini, shermine & clara! :D CLARA LEI. :DDDDDD yay. den ALL OF THEM CAME OVER to my place. MY AMARH SAY CHUNHEI SHUAI LEI! at first sian like hell cos my sister was sleeping. ): den when my sister woke up, everyone go play with her. :D switchd on the comp for dongqiang to play his dota. lol. watchd teevee & den shini, clara, shermine, libing & joycelyn went off. soon after at about 4pm dongqiang went for his EL. left noobie & chunhei in comp room. is sian daooooo! den go my room play. =.- :DDDDDD my sister loves chunhei more den my amarh! DDDDD: sia lah. lol. i found the small pieces of rubbish! :D in his bag sehhhhhhhh! den i wrestle wiv chunhei over them. LOL. chunhei shen me dou bu pa! zhi pa yang! :DDDD noobie shen me dou pa! bu pa yang! D: lol! stupid i tickle him he aso nthg. he tickle me itchy like hellll. lol! den 7plus dey go back cos i needed to go my amarh houseeeeeeee. ):

someone tell me what earth is going on?

yay. BOOOOO SNAIL.

crappy post.

2007-07-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

okayyyyyyyy~ today school was like.....on high. super stupid seh. maths gt test. gagaga. den science went crazy. history made mr tan mad. like on fire. sooooo, after school, we went to SP. super lame. =.- tricia & i tried gettg lost dere. went dere wiv tons of pictures on the way. LOL.

soooooooo, we went back to bendemeer sec & i went for semi-finals. ): i sang....like shit. D: bt they all say OKAY OKAY. OKAY OKAY DUH MEANS LIKE SHIT LAH! =.- soooooooo, he send me home. with so many millions of ppl behind the letterbox. ROFL. sia lah. so i scared the wits out of tricia & TADA! BOOOM! MY MOTHER APPEARED! lol. like.......damnnnnnn lucky? LOL. dennnn, they went mac. & i went to look for dem after my mama came home & she askd me to buy POK. =.- i go mac den bring tricia help me find POK. den buy POK liao i went home with her so she cud use the toilat. LOL. dennnnnn, crap crap crap & use comp comp comp. & she go home & i call him & crap crap crap. & i love him so so so much. =.-

i talking cock right. LOL. yes i am. SOOOOO, I MISS HIM LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE HELL. lol. si noobieeeee. :D loves loves loves loves. miracles happen. just so if you believe. (: :DDDDDD my philosophy. GOSH. I CAN BE A PHILOSOPHER. LOL!

oh yea, ps, I MISS HIM! lol! tricia says im a mad cow. ): SO WHAT! MAD COWS UPDATE THEIR BLOGS NOT DELETE THEM! HARHARHAR. you have disease. SHIT LAH. IM TALKING CRAP. -.-

i btr go now before i start something stupid again. :D TMR IS THURSDAYYYYYYYYYY. :D

tricia makes out with spongebobs. LOL?

run away~

2007-07-14T19:15:00.001+08:00

hello. im back from desmond's place. soooo, the days events.

some fucking crap happend at home. so i ran away.(yes, that was dumb of me.) after bathing & getting some money. i cried as i ran towards the boonkeng mrt station. drama right. hahaha. so, met up wiv guanwee, zhiwen, desmond & dongqiang. (: den met sean, meepokdi, noobie & xiaocong there. (: he didnt even talk to me. he only defended me when sumone askd if they cud kill me when i wasnt in his team. gah. dongqiang tried consoling me on the train. (: thanks. so playd from 12plus to 330plus. ate instant noodles there. my pathetic lunch. =.- i gt bored during that time so i alt-tab-ed. replyd testimonials & read blogs & stuff. haha. den sum ppl gt feddup of des & i using the internet there so quit game & discuss do wad. so, meepokdi, dongqiang, gw & i went to des's house. duh wiv des. lol. yeah. play play play. watchd harry potter. ah. well, thats how running away from home is. dumb & boring w/o plans. & seriously, i miss him. ):

so now im back. tada! & seems like everything looks fine. bt, sooner or later, something is definitely is gonna happen. =.- fuck lah. i just hope i have dongqiang they all wiv me when it does.

am i just someone for your spare time? or......just for show? which is exactly the same. =.-

IWANTAHUG!

2007-07-14T09:21:00.000+08:00

seriously, since this is the last year all 2e1sters will be completely together in a class. im feeling rather moody over this. & listening to the song wait for you makes me even worse. hais. i have the time to do this. & i really wanna do this. this refers to blogging up good qualities of peeps in our class. one day, one person. im really gonna miss all the craps & bad days we really have. gahs. im feeling really moody. maybe i duno wad im typing. maybe i do. but, bottomline, im really gonna miss each individual of us. ): how i wish time wud have quit ticking at the last few months of 1e1o6. now its like....over midyear! noooooooo! ): please do very well people? (me too.) GAHS. i duno hw many people are feeling this right now. ): i knw most guys are. HAAAAAAAAAAAIS! whats this! i dowanna feel this anymore leiiiiiiiiii!

imissyou.

2007-07-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

(: in pain yet happy. happy cos tricia accompanied me to the doctor's. partly cos she didnt wanna go early. bt i duno why like....nevermind. so, noobie is jealous that i have to watch movie wiv vincent. so im nt going. he askd me to ask joycelyn to go? haha. yea. so since joycelyn aint gg i dont suppose im gg either. ): but, its okay. at least i knw he isnt like other guys that heck abt stuff. (: thats what i like about him.

sooooo, today school was supr supr supr tiring. D: maths was boring. so was chinese. the only period that made us go mad was science. bt mskoh wasnt in a very good mood for that. ): ah. im feelg rathr bad. pangseh vincent. & i duno wad i did that made tricia a lil pissd? i duno. triciaaaaaaaaaaa.. you sad i aso sad eh. seriously. i aso duno why. ): im nt a lesi. obviously. haishhhhhh. ):

yea,missme.cosidotoo.):

mynoobie~

2007-07-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

noooooobie so nooooob. :D nooob nooob nooob nooooob! :DDD xD today siewy & meepok come over to teach me dota. heeeeee! :D from a super lousy player i can VS AI & own him wiv an unstoppable. :DDDDD TY SIEWY! :D yay.

NOOOBIE! ): noobie bully me. D:

yes i do trust you♥-

im ms attached?!

2007-07-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

i wanna be there for you(:

NINETH OF JULY

TWENTY-O-SEVEN. :D

im back on blogger!

2007-07-07T10:39:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh~ long time no see posts on this blog! my comp died. so no posts. ): hahaha. anyway, im back now! bt may nt have as frequentd posts. bcos, i quit comp. (: i shud be in sku now cos of PL training stuffs lah. :D i have a new friend! his name is dongqiang! wad is so special abt him is dat no matter how sad, nervous or just plain bored, he cud just light your day! (: i appreciate him a lot bcos of last night. (: i appreciate my dear tricia a lot too. (:

thanks loves!
whoooooo meetg my dear shermine. :D

Actually I....

2007-06-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

Finally! I found something WORTH waiting for. The episodes of Actually I... to load. It is a totally not professional yet entertaining & bloody humorous. :D TSK, AIYA JUST WATCH LAH.

Actually I... Episodes. ENJOY! :D
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8 /
Part 9[MUST WATCH EPI!]

I~~ CAN GIVE YOU GATS-SUBEEEEE

GATS-SU-BEEE, GATS-SU-BEEEE~

I FOUND GATSBY commercials. Walau. All very disturbing lei.
Long Lasting GATSBY
Moving Rubber GATSBY [43 secs]
De-odouriser GATSBY [Yes, its for your body, not only your nipples.]
Siawase GATSBY, Hair Dye [If you have heart problems, do not watch this. Eeek.]
Motoki GATSBY, Hair Dye [Eeeeeek!]
Shaving Gel GASTBY
Deo & Movg Rubber GATSBY [Listen. New WAX. LOL.]
Moving Rubber GATSBY "NEW [For the first 29secs only. Lol]
There are many other weird ones other made up. You guys can try the one made in HongKong. He sprayd the deo & lit a lighter. Wdh. He almost burnt his shirt lah! LOL!

Dont ask. Yes Im bored. :D

PSP IS MINE!

2007-06-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

THIS BELONGS TO ME! :DDDDDDDD

im back home. (:

2007-06-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

9th june, 1.26am /original source from handphone.

i gt kickd out of bed by sm. i cudn slp anyway. so i walkd to my mum's bedrm. gah. mum, nicho, uncle had no space left either. den i walkd bak n sat beside de window. it as def. cooler den de hse. : den i tot abt y i cudn slp. lol. i slpt in the afternn. =- i turnd n saw dis v familiar glistering of a star. it looked like it was my grandfather's. lookg after me? nah. he cant care any lesser. yet, i tot abt him de whole day w/o knwg actually. weird uh. i dont knw hw long i can kip typing dis. bt im sill nt tired anyway. ah. i hate dis. in sg i knew i had sumone to call when i cudn slp. like sqing or lie. gah! just nw i had a spce on debed. i startd tinkg hw long sherm, shini, tricia n i cud last. i cfmd dat sumhw or rathr sherm n i wud kip in touch. :DD yet tricia, i duno. shini wud always be in my mind. :D i dreamt of tweetypig & dpak in my afternn nap. i was hanging out clothes dat were dripg wiv water in de open when suddenly a train came out of nowhere. den tweetypig&dpak popped out! tweetypig was wearg jeans, a tee n a pair of converse. dpak was, as usual, weird in fashion sense. xD anw, tpig shotd at me to go n die n i woke up. LOL. dumb rite! i can describe evryting for u yet de scene ended just as dat. it appeard like texas. so, i guess nw i see hw much he means to me. (: so yea, de time i spent here so far felt like forever. ds is like de first time i felt de urge to go bak hm so strong. de first ting im gonna do when i rch sg airport is msg tricia, sherm & probably call tpig. :D if i can naaa! i came here n learnt hw to drive in a car, in a bumpr car n a boat. i realised dat my fav animal was de cow, dat i cud draw pretty well, dat eguitar rocks n DT DERE IS A TON OF HMWK WAITG FOR ME AT HM FOR ME TO DO! darn. im sneezg. takecare folks. im gonna try to kik sm away frm my space on de bed. im sooo gonna teach her hw to slp mre like a woman tmr if oni u guys can read. gah! :D

end, 1.54am.

HELL-O EARTHLINGS! IM HOME! missd me anyone? :D

shini!shermine!tricia!vanessa!

2007-05-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA I LOVE MY DEARS! :DDDDDD i soooooo love shini, tricia(you, fish) & shermine lah! :DDDDDD anyone of them can make my day really really bright even without the sun! gosh. :DDDDD i mean seriously. unless im really very very upset. ): but so far, not yet! &amp;amp;&& i love sean, wencong(ahdi), leuven, anson(stupid[:), zhiwei(meepok), zhiwen, chunhei(fuck) very much toooooo! :DDDDD hahahaha! anyway, went to walk around orchard wiv shermine today! :D i went crazy wiv her lah. she said i was the first person who crazed around with outside! :DDDD yes, i love her too. hahaha. tricia! alamak. (: put it simply, i love her. SHINI! :DDDD my ms cute. HAHAHA. shes so cute lah. :D yay! i love her like....WHATEVER. lol! solid friendship lives forever. (: lets see how far this can go. :DDDDD

o yea, i havent been using the comp lately. why? bcos i dont like comping. lol. ): o yea, sorry for lack of links. i cant link anymore. not keeping update. so i just decided to let it all away. ): sorry.

o yea, i'll be in china till 16th. i'll be gg this saturday! please takecare people. oh yea, miss me. (: #lets see who gets PSP first! :DDDD

shini!tricia!shermine!vanessa!

how long can this be kept? :D

YEAH.

2007-05-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

heya. IM NOT EMO! stupid people. haiiiiiiiiiiiiis. i wanna tataaaaaa! bcos, wanna pawn ppl head. but i too lan. HAHA. rawr! playd herosiege wiv cong & chunhei last saturday morning, 2amplus. :D SONG! compleeeeeeeeeeeeeted! den playd wiv cong & zs last saturday afternoon! compleeeeeeeeeeted! :DDDDDD shiok daooooooooo! too bad guanwee kenot play. ):

so so so, playd bball wiv fang today & ytd. :D like the past man. oni nw the gang different. we be lao daaaaaa! :DDDDDDD shiiiiiiiiiiiiok! just came back home anyway. (:

i thought throughhhhhhh. being in a relationship is not worth the time now. ((((:

MONEY COME IN! I WANNA PLAY PSP~ three three eight! or three eight eight. ):

2007-05-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

hey. look. mum. if you'r having one of those stupid mood swings or you are having your fucking menses, tell me okay. im so sick of this. i just informd you that the stupid pot of porridge got burnt & you showd your stupid attitude towards me. this is frickin dumb okay. den i tried being nice & went to help u do some things. wdf. then u scold me again. for what i still have no clue. crap. NOW YOU MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH WORSE! I PUT IN WATER INTO THE FRIDGE FR US TO DRINK & YOU SCOLDED ME STUPID. OKAY. IS MY FUCKING FAULT THAT I FORGOT THAT THAT BOTTLE WAS FOR NICHO. THEN I DRANK IT. BUT YOU KNW WHAT MADE ME SO FUCKD UP? U SAID YOU DIDNT NEED ANOTHER PROBLEM. SHIT YOU. YTD YOU SCOLDED ME FOR WHAT I ALSO DUNO OKAY. YOU EVEN TOLD NICHO THAT YOU DIDNT NEED ANOTHER IDIOT IN THE HOUSE WHICH OBVIOUSLY MEANT ME. FUCK. THEN YOU ASKD ME WHY I DIDN WASH THE PLATES. DUH, I WANTD TO WAIT FOR YOU TO FINISH YOUR FOOD BEFORE I CAN WASH EVERYTHING RIGHT? WAKAO. YOU SAY UNTIL LIKE I NEVER WASH THE UTENSILS FOR 20 YEARS. URGHH. FUCK YOU LAH.

anyway. people. i dont knw if i even care. SEE PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED. WHAT SHIT ARE YOU TRYING TO ADVERTISE? FUCK ISIT.

ah fuck. ytd playd hero siege until 330plus wiv chunhei & wencong. haha. shiok. completed. & that cheebai nvr irritate me. so, good. anyway, dont comment on my language usage. im already so fuckd up. its like, since last year, nothing has been going very well. my mum is super biased & m grandma is a fucking hypocrite. a hypocrite that cant hide that she is one. also knwn as a lousy hypocrite. urgh. everyone. is a hypocrite as i told some people. haha. those that can hide it super well, gd for you la.

you'll know if you knew. like when?

2007-05-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

haha. i dont want to knw a crap abt it anymore. im gettg sick of this fuck. you & your lies. haha. to think you believed her COMPLETELY. nice future you have.

bored & tired.

2007-05-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

HEY! okay. tell you guys something. im actually blogging for the sake of blogging now. HAHA. my cousin has a blog! eugene. at www.fall-out-boi-rock.blogspot.com :D hahaha. go if you wanna! yeahhhh. soooooo, i passd chineeeeeese!! got.......C5! like, finally? HAHA. i got A1 for math & science! :D dennnnn had B3 for english! yeah, cud have done better. faild lit. which waaaaaaas, expectd. but, you knw wad? i dont give a crap. lol. shermine improved! :D which i super good for her. ^^ anyway, my mum wants to send me either back to morris allen or lorna whiston. id rather morris allen cos ive gone dere before. lol. bt im afraid that it wud be the same as chinese. not working.

sooooo, tell you guys. im attachd! hahaha! to pete wentz! HAHAAAAA! xDDDDD crazy. i really need sleep. im very very very very tired right now. D: oh yea, PLEASE LOVE FALL OUT BOY! wuahahahhahahaaaaaaaa.. its the teenage sensation right now. SO IF YOU DONT LIKE EM, YOU'RE OUTCASTED! lol. okok. sorry people. DDDDD: im really very tired. ):

TO myboooooo,

im gonna miss ya too. good dat you knw your mistakes.

learn frm em! dont be sad okay? love yaaaaa! xDDD

TOmyfaaaaang,

takecare! your road is still long. see ya on saturday. ^^

-i could be an accident but im still trying.

Ulcer-ed tongue.

2007-05-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

(i know i look like shit in both, but tricia looks great! haha. yes, i know im nice.)

HEY! SHOMORROW I HAVE MY LICHSWEESURE PAPUER. AND I DONS GIVE A SAMN. (translation: HEY! TOMORROW I HAVE MY LITERATUE PAPER & I DONT GIVE A DAMN.) you ashking me why i shalking like shat? my shung gos ulsher. shuper pei. (translation: you asking me why i talking like that? my tongue got ulcer. super pain.)

haha. okok. theres nthg wrong wiv my typing. only my poor, red, ulcer-ed tongue. ): so so so! today we had 2nd paper for maths. aww. i hate that paper. i doubt i'll get my A1 for math now. D: monday i had chinese paper. lets talk about monday first. monday, cheeeeenese paper. dont talk about it. after dat, tricia & shermine went to my house to eat instant mee. lol. went to seng siong to buy some vege & mushroom(fresh, my dear). den cook cook eat eat. dey ate water boil instant mee no nid cook. HAHA. den they playd wiv my sis. den lookd at the vast difference between us in 06 & now. hahas. we agreed we all lookd nerdier BUT PIMPLE-FREE! so they went home. lalala. sherm calld me at night to ask abt a sms michelle sent. haha. SHH. dont tell you. ^^

today had 2nd paper right? dont wanna talk about it either. the last page killd me. crap. anyway, tricia, shini, sherm & i went to kamun's momma shop. (cool rap. kamun's momma shop. kamun's momma shop! SAY IT OVER & OVER! kamun's momma shop. kamun's momma shop. kamun's momma shop..) they bought some stuffs. & shini & tricia supposedly went home(they went to eat lah) den sherm & i went to kopitiam eat chicken rice. crap tons & den i sent her home. on the way dere, i decided to pop by into her house. so....I DID! den draw crap. den talk crap & i saw her cute baby photos! her sis lookd so chio lah. now.....HAIS. lol. sherm lookd spastic when she strechd her smiling distance on her face too far. hahahaha. dennnnnnn her sis came back. & it was time to go.
went home to experiment altering wiv my school skirt. crap. i regret mannnnnn! i spoilt it! "one skirt dead"(quoted by tricia). playd badminton wiv tricia after rotting till 3plus. got MSL dere lahs. MaggiemeeSoyasauceLuncheonmeat banglahs not frm Bangladash. den go playground play. den move to multistory carpark roof. camwhored much. went to uncle yap & bought COCOCRUNCH & MILK & went to my house to eat. den saw leuven online. chey. anson & wencong at his house. =.- crappy man. den i stard crapping abt tricia & tricia crappd abt me. so the room had keys flying evrywhere! im just kidding. bt it was pretty much like that. LOL. yep, & i sent her home & had elmo's video. (: i love the talking trashbin. :DDDD

-still more photos. try stealing from me again.

lots&lotsofREALlove!

Talk into the mirror, oh choke back tears.

Ratings! *edited

2007-05-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

*edited.

Ive been searching through tons & tons of songs today. Im so sick of the songs Im listening to recently. :D Sooooo, Im rating bands as my post today!

MY band of the MONTH!

P!ATD: PANIC! At The Disco.

They rock my socks off my feet(if i were to wear any)! Especially Ryan(far left) & Spencer(far right)! SPENCER IS LIKEEEEE SO CUUUUUTE! BUT RYAN IS FRICKIN HOT! :DDDDDDD They look sooooooo cute when filming for "Lying Is The Most Fun Thing For A Girl Without Taking Her Clothes Off" If you think this title is long read this! "There's A Good Reason Why The Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Jst Havent Thought Of It Yet" YES. ITS ALSO A TITLE OF A SONG FROM P!ATD! (: Ohya, just a tip, if you wanna listen to their songs, dont bother checking out their titles, they dont relate. ^^ Anyway their songs really are meaningful. Go the distance & search for their lyrics! :D

MY band of the WEEK!

FOB: Fall Out Boy

Well, Ive got nothing to say about this but...........THEY ARE FANTASTICCCCCC! You retarded people who havent heard of the song "Dance Dance" should go listen to them do the song! Furthermore, you guys should watch their music vid! Pete(second guy frm left) looks super hot as he rocks out on his bass(he doesnt look very awesome here. but PETE IS SUPER HOT IN "THNKS FR TH MMRS" VID!)! Patrick(third frm left) looks cute on stage as well! They are also very famous for their super long titles like "Im Like A Lawyer With The Way Im Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)", "I Slept With Someone In Fallout Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me" & "Its Not The Side Effect Of The Cocaine. I Am Thinking It Must Be Love". Need I digress any further with this? :DDDD Oh yea, Pete opened a pub with Ashlee Simpson & JayZ! Hahaha. Does it even matter? Hmmm.. Watch this! THNKS FR TH MMRS VIDEO

MY band of the DAY!

Arctic Monkeys

Uhuh. Their songs are pher-er-innnnne(fine) especilly "I Bet Youook Good On The Dancefloor"! :DDDDD They could do better if we cud actually know what theyre saying without looking at the lyrics though.

I spent 30minutes on this post because of the pictures! HAHAHAA. Arent I terrific! ^^

Anyway, my day sucked. I was supposed to go out for dinner just now but my uncle decided to sleep in & my mother is ordering pizza. Which sucks because I havent really stepped ut of this room to do wome work or homework or art prep at all. & I didnt go for chinese tuition today because Tricia wasnt! Well, I didnt feel like it either. Oh! The pizza's here! Gotta grab a piece! :D

I miss you. D:

free hugs

2007-05-03T13:46:00.000+08:00

yeah! just back from my sleep! i feel gerrrrrr-ate! :DDDD maths was simple. i shant elaborate. ltr peple think im a snob. D: anyway, after the exam, the usual peeps went to mac for breakfast although shini didn go bcos she had to stayback for some redcross thing AND ANYWAY, tricia didn feel her fone vibrate. lol. so after crapg & eatg we went to walk in bendemeer mall. joycelyn wnt back first and the rest went to the nearby playground to play. walau. the facilities suck. D: soooo, we went home. i was so freaking tired lah. i tot i cud faint while i was crossg the road. o yea, my stuffs are wiv tricia. lol. & i thinki lost my pencil case. oh well. oh yea, the ruler weiyoong giv der. crap. =.-

good luck for tomorrow's science exams! ((((:

just all the loves! ❤

do i still...?

geog paper.

2007-05-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

hello peepo! tell you what. i feel like a pig. i came back frm bugis at about...lets say 6++? & i wke up at 1030 w/o my dinner now im still sleepy. LOL. slept at 3++ last night bcos of my geog. =.-

geog paper today was like.......so firggin easy!? only that i didn finish my paper. i bet im sooooo gonna get full marks for my OTAS unless i was stupid eunf to shade in the wrong rectangle. (theres something very wrong with my keyboard, some letters just dont come out. =.-) so yea, after the no kick paper, the usual peeps went to 711 for a pathetic lunch. instant noodles. -.= so many peopl wre there!! brenda & joycelyn went back & the rest went to tricia's "void deck"(??) to slack. & play lah. photos!

sometimes you just have to feel taller than you look. :D

(picture sources: shermine's w800i)

somemore pictures in shini's fone. :DDDD plyd hide & seek & ice & water. HAHAHA.

i was supposed to meet joycelyn at 12 lah. but dragged till 1. lol. sorry. went to study lounge & eat. LOL. of cos study lah. man. i read one chapter of science kenot take it sia. i did maths, but i cudn do science. in the midst of my maths-doing, tricia came. she did her science & joycelyn whipped out her cam cam. nonsense mannnnn. okay, we were too tired to sit down & think lah. so we walkd to seiyu there. lmao. laugh until want to cry. then tricia dare me to stand at the fountain for 2 shots & must get wet. retarded right. i can feel your pain. HAHA.

all in all, today countd as a destressing day lah. tmr get ready to get stressed over science. =.- then, over the weekends im going to fret over my chinese exams(just fret). & do art. hopefully im able to finish everything up & just in time for the exam. :DDD

exam schedule: in the month of MAY
3rd, maths paper 1
4th, science
7th, mother tongue paper 1 & 2
8th, maths paper 2
9th, literature
10th, art
11th, home econs/design & tech

(the above cannot be counted as a concrete ref. bcos it according to the blogger's thoughts, stream & level.)

GOOD LUCK ANYWAYS! (((((:

just wanna say.

2007-04-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

-this is my fucking third time posting. i dont knw if something is cursing me or what. BUT HELL, FUCK!

hello people. im trying to kip this post as original as it shud have been 2 times before. but bcos im pissd, there will be some small notes all over. HAHA. =.- anyway, you people shud thank weiyoong that im not cursing & swearing all over the place & that im actually tring to be patient. hahaha. (it makes me wince to see myself laffing at something that is so, not, my standard of humour.)

hey. i just had this dream.(like.....40minutes ago?) it was the kind of dream whereby you cud actually walk around people w/o anyone noticing. i woke up feelg kinda crappy. the nap also made me more restless than i was before. so anyway, the dream. it was back in twenty o six.

it featured what i did as a CP for 1e1'o6. let me tell you, there are just SO many things i wanna change. but im not gonna blog about the changes i shudve changed. (: (this isnt original.) i always found it pretty much a chore to actually put that badge up my chest all the time. but come to think of it, i wudn have minded if i were to do it for another year(or maybe not). other then me, alson, christine, joysna & sheela took it up as well. alson & christine were made to step down later in the year. rebecca took over alson's post & jerlin(im sooooooooo sorry i spelt your name wrongly only bos i dint know how to! im VERY sorry!) took over the latter's. anyway, the rest i didn really mention, i guess, some werent very constant or maybe you werent very important to me. so, sorry(i dont mean it).

since, i guess, the only SLs amongst the sec ones were CPs, there were few SLs. & for the SL camp, it meant we only had each other.(whats my point?) [in my previous original post, i was lamentg over the prefects who kept talkg abt prefect stuff. but i dont see any point in it. haha. (not funny.)]

o yea, my point is, there are many opportunities to grasp. in my case, i didnt exploit mine. the school only focuses on the SLs. which i find....very stupid. other people nid a taste of what its like to take charge so that they will actually appreciate the patience the peers have given. do i make sense? i believe so. or so i hope.

but i also want to thank the school for SL camp. if not for SL camp, i wudn have known, harrison, christopher, candice, chooitene, yangzhi, menghao & the prawn-sucking experience. haha. thanks sheela.

anyway, today EL paper is over. tmr is labour day. public holiday. slackd & laffd like crazy in mac. at least it made me destress. :DDDD thankyou shini, tricia & brenda. :DDDD

SOME LOVE.

a lot of stuff's been on my mind.

2007-04-28T12:54:00.000+08:00

ive been thinking a lot lately. about i guess, stuff? that are pretty much irrevelant to each other. but it hasnt cleared up anything in my mind. it sort of made it worse. firstly, books like LIKE THE RED PANDA should be bnned in singapore anyway. it makes me feel so depressed anyway. haha. thats one irrevelant thought. wadever.

why must most parents be so hard up on their kids? i mean like, it causes idiots like zhiwen to actually make use of the exam-scheduled study time to go play lan just bcos they dont knw. then it causes zhi en to try to be rebellious. o.O any point? no right?

life is freaking fragile. its as fragile as glass. *pom!* one shot. youre dead & gone forever. haha.

love. the word. love. its so simple. its just a 4-letter word. its the same number as fuck. haha. love. this word. so broadly used. so little known. love. ITS BEING USED TO FREQUENTLY IT DOESNT HOLD ANY MASS!

stupid fuckers.

APRIL BLUES.

2007-04-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

heeheeheeeee! i miss putri! damn. i mean seriously. wuarrrrghhh! hiack hiack hiack! shes making laugh virtually & lifely like shit. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA! yes yes yes yes yes yes! BANG BANG BANG! youre supposed to die! kakakakakakaa! im bored, tired, stressed & bored. did i say bored already? wadever. im blocking some people for the moment bcos their comp sucks. or maybe they suck. who cares. i dont! HAHAHAHAHAAAAA. chionging dota on the last day of exams. anybody up for a treat??

be right back for up till 2 weeks. (:

stupidity.

2007-04-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are unique, witty, and even a little snobby.
You're quite proud of who you are, and nothing is going to change that.
You've paved your own way in life, and you've ended up where you want to be.

Underneath it all, you feel very isolated from the rest of the world.
It's hard to find people to relate to you on every level.
The mundane interests of your friends and family often bore or depress you.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

im just bored. haha. life looks distorted frm my perspective of today. im so sick of having to explain stuff to him all the time. ughs. this stinks. i was thinking about what to blog just now in class but apparently my mind is completely blank. haha. too bad for people like you who are reading. whatever. anyway, people with blogs that have no substance, delete them!

all teachers are biased towards prefects. all of them are. none of them arent.

random quizzes.

2007-04-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

IM BORED

Your Life is 68% Off Track

If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life.It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right.Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyoulivingthewronglifequiz/">Are You Living The Wrong Life?

You Are 68% Grown Up, 32% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

& finally.

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,261,000

http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchisyourlifeworthquiz/">How Much Is Your Life Worth?

let me go kill myself now. :DDDDD

IM NOT HAPPY!

2007-04-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

AH! SPAM! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! i just wanna break down & cry. maybe that will make me feel better. but so far, not yet. NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

im so fucking pissd wiv everything revolving around me right now. hw i wish dat dere were things to throw or just let me play tennis or something. FUCK! i dowanna be a murderer in school! FUCK! IM NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY!

dota. not happy.

2007-04-25T17:51:00.000+08:00

REPLIES;
cailin- haha. find one day go tok cock soon. (:
gavin- find one day go play wiv la. ((:
junisa- yea man! come tcher's day!
vanessa- okay. done.
ghost- haha. im sooo not relaxd now.

gahs. juts finishd dotaing cos des' dad came back. =.- sian. nt really in good mood. cos now rain, headache, tired, sticky, pissd wiv wadever dat happend just now & bcos i dc-ed for dota. left wcong vs 3 gg playr. lol. sorry cong. ahs. sorry tricia. im pissg her off as well right now.

im gonna bathe. goodluck to my life. i cant see the rear-end of my future. might as well rot off.

happy birthday renxin!

fashion senses.

2007-04-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

JUST BACK FROM AUDI! lol. yeah. tricia went clubbing w/o me. anyway playd wiv ss! HE SAY I DOTA NOOB! HE AUDI RUSTY LIAO LA! i also went to the fashion mall!
lets split them up. (:

anyone wants to send them to me?

JUST FOR REMINISCE.

lanning day.

2007-04-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!

went lanning wiv STUPIDBOY, MEEPOK, alex, zhiwen, ss & depak. i lent depak my jacket so that he cud play dota wiv us. lol. he playd abt one rnd? den he went home. (feel like eatg A&W waffles. NOW! D:) playd somemore den cong & leuven came. in the middle of the game, desmond came. -ared morphling. HE HELPD ME KILLING SPREE!!! :DDDDDDDD nt he help me click! he told me what to do lah! but stupid anson killd me before i cud be dominating. RAH!

-spapem used slayer. I KILLD ALEX ONCE!!! :DDDDDDDDD stunnd him. den used dagon. den used ulti. heeheehee! :DDDDDD stupidboy is so funny lah. he over dere whacking me. den i nvr see. den he somemore can tell me "eh! wo zai da ni eh!" LOL! HE OPPONENT TEAM LAH! den somemore ss, zhiwei & zhiwen come after me, he ask me run. =.- lol right.. xDDDD (yes im high)

went bck to boonkeng by mrt wiv alex cos he claimd dat it was nearer to his home. =.- whatever. met desmond dere(he took the bus). lent him money to buy a pathetic meal & he sent me home. (:

REMEMBER YESTERDAY.

pictureperfect

2007-04-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

PICTURES OF YESTERDAY!

some time ago. (for testing.)

some day of the past

2007-04-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

today....not a bad day. :DD although i felt uber exhaustd for no apparent reason which is like.....bad? ): BOOOOOO! D: anyway, mrs lew(or liu i have no idea.) didn molest me today. HAHAHAHAHA! =.- afetr art, stayd to listen to mrs ong's words of wisdom. after all the enlightenment went for english remedial. i was freakg bored & DUH TIRED so i kinda blurtd crap. ): bad. YES I KNOW. went up to look at elect lit paper.

after that elton, zhiwei, zhi en & i were supposed to go play dota. budden suddenly dey dowan play liao. so i brought bball down & playd wiv elton, MEEPOK, KOROPOK, anson, wcong & zhangsheng. plus other kids. stupid go ride koropok laopo so long. =.- anyway rode his laopo until my leg nua. :D play play play. den elton gt pissd bcos we wastd time. actually nt rly waste time lor. nevermind. so he gt so pissd, he went home. play somemore. like crazy. :DDDD some stupid girls kip throwing airball. its was practically like a game of dodge ball. xD sooooo.. koropok der laopo der chain cam out. wcong & anson help him fix bak. lol. fix until sweat sia. pro pro. *claps* =D

before dey went back, an AIRBALL(frm you guys knw who right?) hit against someone's soyabean drink & spilld all over wcong's bag & tie. walau. u knw hw pissd he cud be lor. like people cut his hair that kind of pissd. =x so he pissd till zs, cong & anson went home. lol. den koropok went home.

i pei meepok wait for ss. ss came wiv leuven & kpwenzi. play 5 vs 7 kids. benss vs benps. xDD benss win lah. :DDD the guys all bullied dem lor. say they kateh. budden, to my suprise, i kept hearg si zhi wen. lol! den dey went back.

i went home. (: im tired, smelly, sticky & i dont knw wad else. so.....im gg to bathe. (: bye peeps.

silver.

2007-04-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

lalala. had syf'o7 today. 17th april. yes. today. haha. more than 6mths of hardwk & just less than 15mins kinda performance. and wad did we get in return? silver. its okay. (: just that now we have to that from zero all over again. & next end of year(i think) we will get a new set piece. aww. tired. (at least we hve another year. sorry 3es, 4ns & graduating people.)

after all the stuff, laughter, tears, we rchd bss. changed blah blah blah. went to kfc wiv rey, wei, zhien, joycelyn & tricia. den met joyce & alvin dere. rey & zhien went bak cos zhi en gt piano. den tricia, joyceyn & wei come my hse. zhiwei come play dota. lol. 1v1 wiv zwen & elton at elton hse. joyceyn & tricia play wiv my sis.

den elton & sean came over. watch zhiwei vs 3 insane. lol. den elton, ss, zhiwei & me go down play bball. 2min ltr saw marcus say dere. so play. 10min ltr joycelyn came down. went home. lol. den wdf. play play play zhiwei step on my leg. walau. pain like shit. today i kena most injury. lol. left leg der toes swollen. =.- rah!

my sis on my lap now. =.- she stinks. LITERALLY. takecare peeps. shes peeling my skin.

ACCEPT IT.

ITS NOT OVER.

I was blown away.

What could I say?

It all seemed to make sense.

You've taken away everything,

And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life,

But good things in life are hard to find.

We'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Taken all I could take,

And I cannot wait.

We're wasting too much time

Being strong, holding on.

Can't let it bring us down.

My life with you means everything,

So I won't give up that easily.

I'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

'Cause it's all misunderstood.

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

We can't let this get away.

Let it out, let it out.

Don't get caught up in yourself.

Let it out.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Let's start over.

It's not over, yeah...

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

summary for 14, 15, 16 april.

2007-04-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

okay! so tomorrow's the thing! darn. i stink. ): gonna get a bath. soon. ANYWAY. i wanna blog abt saturday!

FOURTEENth APRIL TWENTY-O-SEVEN.
THAT FREAKING DAY WAS FRIGGIN UNLUCKY.
went to jiang wiv tricia. after that we went to plaza sing to look for hidamari. i steppd out of the pincer-looking thing(i nvr knew wad were they calld) & said
"wah. finally can eat rollercoaster."(or something like that)
the next second we heard
"please, do not eat or drink on the railway premises blahblahblahblah"
we were like f3. "wad de hell."

went up to yamaha. see see look look. see see look look stare stare. see look see look. =.- after dat went to TIMES. bought EXPENSIVE lead. lol. and then! when we left, i accidently knockd against this cupboard or some sort. & some music startd from no where. we went "WOAHHHHHH" HAHAHA!

after that went to makan at food court. SUPER HENG left $3 so can eat fried chicken. sounds lame. went to the mrt pincer-like stuff again. HARHARHAR drink kena jam dere cos her card faild. hahaha. went down & went home.

upon nearing my block, i fell down on my bum.

i went rchd the door & my mum wasnt home & i had no keys. luckily she snuck it in a shoe outside. (:

then went to bathe. my mum came home at the wrong time. i was bthg then. &.....i had to run out to open the door. =.- dont ask.

all the above should prove that 14th april was my suay-ist day ever. maybe not suay lah. just friggin ZHUN. (:

sunday went to modular wiv cong. nthg happend.

today tried to be attentive in class. =.- then blahblahblah. changed into full uni for band. playd. nice. changed back. went home. tired. i wanna go bathe, lie down & just sleep.

oh god. that awful crying.

put a fork in me, cos im done.

2007-04-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

muahahahaha. im a happy girl. okayyy, FOR TODAY! ((((: why? because...........hes a nice guyyyyyy. &........hahahahahaha. nothing lah! lol. bwen didn come today. so........no kaki. hor hor shermine. xDDDDD dennnnnnnnnn.. home econs did lameshit stuff. geog sat wiv tricia & she startd vandalising brenda's paper. =.- den we decided to put twit nicknames. every week the nick is still there, $3 is given. :DD then dongqiang also want. think next week then put lahs. now no moooood! rahahahaha.

art time! mrs liu went molestg me. (!!) hahahaha! anson stretchd out his hand & followd mrs liu for her to molest him. HAHA RIGHT! walau lor. then wencong THE SUPER NICE PERSON din go for tuition & pei-ed me for make-up on sunday. :DDDDD ilovehimsomuch! :DDD thankyou xiaodi! ((((((: (anyway, in the end, nobody went. =.- think they are going tmr. -.="')

sherhong lost her bag. AWW. bt found it. lol! after school had band. shini went back wiv tricia cos the fish had piano. then shermine pei-ed me after band. went to play bball in school wiv dongqiang, zhiwen, guanwee, libing, byron, bryan & alex. leuven, anson & depak waitd for zhiwen. weiyoong waitd for bryan i guess. yep yep. dearshermine waitd for me. (: accompanied her home & i walkd on the lonely road the only road that i ever known. HAHAHAHA! those that show hw bored i m right now? wait. I SHOULD BE REVISNG MY GEOGRAPHY! but yet again, let me finish my post. :DDD

went home, bathed, made-up(just kidding) & went to brenda's home. yea, HER home sweet home. =.= & walkd in the rain again. HAHAHA.

BYE.

that rainy day.

2007-04-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

finally! i finishd acceptg all the testimonials renee sent me on sunday. sians. gonna start using viper. rah.

had art after school. paintd the stuff on the cloth & had fun with clement, zwei, joycelyn, brenda, shermine & tricia. xD 3cip hours eh! xDDDD playd like crazy also. they painted my face! DDDD: pictures in shermine's phone. late for band. super late. we didn-even-get-to-play kinda late.

anyway, playd bball in the rain wiv dongqiang, gw, shaojie, justin, amos(?) & some anonymous guy. wantd to wait for him. den went under the block to play 21points. KEPT WINNING! then amos(?) taught us a new game. something like CHEAT in NEOPETS. playd one round. i won that round. :DDD then he taught another new game. someone wud give out the cards & you wud take it. you kenot see it. then you will put it on top of your head. the people around you will tell you if you had to pick a new card (if its too small) or remain. you had to believe that person or not luh. smallest cardholder had to forfeit & run in the rain to the longkang near the bbc. hahaha. den 2nd tiome dq ran, we pangseh him. run to the void deck opposite uncle yap. continued playing. yep. playd till 630. dq had to go ler. so he went. i also went. so, i didn get a glimpse of him. yep yep.

rearrnaged some furni today. hahahas. looks dumb. rah. sians. i miss the past. when the kukuclub playd in the rain wiv me. (: from 9am to 10pm. nonstop laughter & perspiration. hahas. thats like shiok. i want it again! again! just once more! (: i'll wait for that.

yuanfang! weeguan! wenyuan! kachai! sam! chunhei! alan! weiliang! kukuclubbbbb. XDDDDD

JUST STOP IT ONCE & FOR ALL???

some gay post.

2007-04-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

saturday; exchange, jiang, library, home, bed, phone. (:

sunday; home, tricia, home, tricia, room, tricia, homewrk, tricia RETARD!
TODAY. i woke up super early. 715am. HAHAHA. slack the whole day. din feel like talking much. even mdm shahnaaz askd if i was unwell. LOL. am i really THAT noisy? anyway, pissd, pissd, pissd. plastic people EVERYWHERE! im gonna get infectd wiv that. band, play. go home. talk cock wiv tricia. yep. went home. read DO-OVER. gonna read LIKE THE RED PANDA. (: im in the mood for reading these days. tmr's p.e. kill those failures. kidding. anyway, he went for LAN. cant blame him. he has nthg to do at home. -.= decided to doodle.

that~~artist~~FIREDartist. HA. HA. HA. =.-

YEAH. SHE'LL CHANGE. OVER MY DEAD BODY.

2007-04-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

lalalala. happy good friday everyone!(if that even makes sense. =.-) anyway, went to LI wiv clement, zwen, dongqiang, zs & gw. walau. lat person to arrive. ran like hell lah. -.= soooo yea, reachd & saw zwei & ss. play dota lor. play -AR wiv clement. kena lifestealer. walau. i noob daoooo! but lifestealr fun to use. ^^ :DDDD super shiok. den playd -APSP wiv all of them + wcong & leuven. soooo..song si lah. used some gay hero. yeah. play a few more & die a lot more. today i only killd once. clement. & that one ah. MAN SIA. he run i chase. in the end he die. HAHAHAA! SHIOK! :DDDDDD lifestealer. (((: im gonna train wiv lifestealer. :DDD next hero, meepo. xDD next, slayr. i dowanna use dwarven anymore! after clement left, anson came. den die many many many times. maybe about 14.. den quit game. den all quit. so nice. den dongqiang & ss pei me play audi. dongqiang passd his audi license. CONGRATS.

saw chinwee. WALAU LOR. THAT STUPID FLINTSTONE WHACK MY HEAD. =.- i kept losing to dongqiang & ss. zwen also kip sayg i was gonna die. yep yep yep. zwen is nice. ((: but no, i dont like him. -.= yep yep. what did i say that for? -"'

then then then, mum calld me back to buy lunch. so rushd back. calld tricia up to ask wad bus to take. she said i cud take any bus BUT 67, 131 & 139. so i saw 66. (: & went home. & bought food. & went to entertain my sis. harhar. went crazy wiv my mum the whole day. HAHAHA. my mum rocks! :D went to buy furni. anyway!

yesterday night fang calld me down cos of some issues i wudn state here. so went down to her place at 920something. i felt really sad for her. hais. luckily! we met chinteck & kevin! (((: chinteck's huifen had to work & kevin's adeline went for tuition. so i had a wonderful night by two nice guys & my sister in the end. but, urghs. i hate this.

fang, it will still depend on you. i cant just cha shou. ): sunday okay okay?

soooo, went home late. hahas. anyway ytd afternoon we gossipd tons! tmr is exchange. what can i say? lol?

GIVE ME A BREAK & QUIT YOUR SLUTTISH ACTIONS!

stupidly sick.

2007-04-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

AH! IM SICK SICK SICK! headache since yesterday morning. sucks BIG TIME. then last night i cudn sleep at all because of this stupid cough. URGHS. thus, some people received some smses tht made no sense. thank God of CaiDe if nt i wudn have made it to bed. WUAHAHA. :D soooo, switchd on the comp & tada! kelly, weeguan & chloe din go to sku. weeguan, as usual pon lah. kelly & chloe were super sick. IM SOOOO DROWSY NOW. my mum & got high after popping in pills. HAHAHAHA! so stupid lor. kept laughing like nobody's business. kelly i going to band later. hope she doesnt faint or anything. ): *CHOY!* my throat is so freaking itchy. & egg taste like porridge. =.= URGHS!

xI MISS TRICIA!

wondering & deciding.

2007-04-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

MY NEW BLOG! (: super empty. & NO.....this blog add has NOTHING to do with him. (: maybe im still wonderg if i like him. duno lah. doesnt really matter. what really matters NOW is that i have a ig HEADACHE THAT IS KILLING ME! URGHS! today alot of people having headache. anyway, my 2.4 sucks. ): ran infront ran behind him most of the time. frm 855 till now, im stll having that sickening headache. & i miss tricia! ): oh cmon, dont you miss blogging?!?! D:

;no matter how i try.

2007-04-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA! PART THREE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD